TTC after 35

Why did I let myself get my hopes up?

We've been TTC for the past couple months.  It seemed like we had a decent shot this cycle, although we didn't get to have sex as much as We probably should have due to some intervening factors.  I didn't have high expectations, but then I started to feel nauseous the past couple days and a few other things.  Against my better judgement i started to get my hopes up and even bout a PG test on the way home from work yesterday.  This AM before I could use the test I got my period.  dammit!!!  If I don't get PG next cycle (which I probably won't)  we may have to go back to the RE.  Sad
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Re: Why did I let myself get my hopes up?

  • I'm sorry.  The hope roller coaster sucks. 

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  • So sorry!!  This part of life is not very fun!
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  • I used to think that AF was a kill joy, an enemy of white pants/skirts, an annoyance that had to be endured in order to eventually reap the reward of all that suffering (i.e. a baby), etc.

    I have a new nickname for AF, now: Dream Crusher. 

    I'm so sorry... I know it's even worse when you start to experience what *could* be early pregnancy symptoms. I hope that one day, we'll all look back on this crap-train and remember how much we had to go through in order to get our lights at the end of our tunnels.

    ((hugs))

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    DD born 6/1/2013 after 15 months of TTC with one loss.    
    TTC #2: BFP 4/22 but stalled growth and no HB at 9w3d on 5/30        

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  • I'm right there with you. We didn't even have good timing this month at all. I was so good not hoping all month...then I noticed my breasts weren't sore like usual....and I was beyond exhausted....but not as pms moody.  Then AF has the nerve to be two days late.  I didn't test but was really getting convinced this was it...grrrrr
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  • I hate the IF rollar coaster. I am sorry that AF decided to rear her ugly head!
    TTC #1 since 2/10 Me 38 FSH 12.9 & AMH 0.16 DH 47, low sperm count due to meds. 07/11 We have sperm! 28 million, 70% motility, morphology 1% normal. 08/14/11 1st IUI unmedicated BFN. 09/11/11 2nd IUI w/ Femara + trigger BFN 10/14/11 trigger & Final IUI 10/16/11 BFN 10/21/11 Started acupuncture and loving it! 01/21 ET one embryo 6 cell grade C. Beta 02/02. BFN. Taking a much needed break. image
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