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I'm feeling really jaded lately

KpsbabyzoeKpsbabyzoe
in TTC After a Loss 6 Months+
I'm turning bitter about this whole thing.  We've had two losses now, my cycle won't even regulate, let alone START! so we can start trying again...and I feel like I keep seeing/answering the same questions again, and again on the main board.  I'm so bitter and grumpy about this whole thing.  When I first started lurking on this board I never got why people would be so blasted fishing, or drive-by BFPs.  But now I totally get it.  I'm so mad at the universe I just need something to take it out on.  Maybe it will be the doctors office tomorrow for continually submitting our health insurance claims to our old insurance company.
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    CashewsMommyCashewsMommy member
    {{{hugs}}} I really hate it when people understand from our side this negative feeling. I hope you find something to take your frustration out on. We need a good ditzy drive by right now foryou.


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    The day you first lay in my arms, you made my life complete.
    Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
     BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11

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    VikingQueenVikingQueen member

    imageCashewsMommy:
    {{{hugs}}} I really hate it when people understand from our side this negative feeling. I hope you find something to take your frustration out on. We need a good ditzy drive by right now foryou.

    Yes

    I could use someone to take my frustration out on right now too.

    ((hugs)) KP

    I hate that anyone has to be here long enough to get to that bitterness stage.

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    KpsbabyzoeKpsbabyzoe

    imageCashewsMommy:
    {{{hugs}}} I really hate it when people understand from our side this negative feeling. I hope you find something to take your frustration out on. We need a good ditzy drive by right now foryou.

    Yes. Let me at 'em!

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    Allie-JoAllie-Jo member
    I feel you...(((HUGS))) kp.  Tonight I have been spotting which means tomorrow is CD1.  DH almost cried, I just threw stuff.  I think I passed the crying over CD1 when I surpassed 2 years at this TTC thing...
    TTC since June 2009 DX: PCOS October 2010
    6 medicated cycles, 2 pregnancies, 1 ectopic April 2011, Early Miscarriage August 2011
    7 more cycles, 1 IUI, No success after last pregnancy
    7/1/2012 No more fertility coverage
    8/17/2012 started pursuing domestic infant adoption!
    11/26/2012 HOME STUDY APPROVED!!!
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    buckeyebaby814buckeyebaby814 member

    ::HUGS::

    The insurance issue would be completely obnoxious- how hard is that?  I knwo doctor's offices are busy and they have a lot of patients, but that's THEIR job!

    I think you know that most of us share your sentiment of feeling jaded.  TTCAL is though, especially when you're constantly being left in the dust. 


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    delinodelino member
    I hate that we're all here, feeling these horrible feelings that no one should have to feel. It's not fair. (((HUGS)))
    3 ectopic pregnancies (EDD's 1/30/12-tube removed, 6/2/12-methotrexate and 10/2/12-methotrexate)
    IVF and Natural FET resulted in BFN's and a hole in our wallets
    Natural BFP #4 on 9/7/12 gave us our miracle on 5/18/13
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    jenn0021jenn0021 member

    imagePetraStonegirl:
    I'm sorry that you get to experience this side of it.

    This.

    I hate that any of us have to be here. It's just not fair.

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    TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
    BFP #3 08/18/13. EDD 04/30/14. Missed m/c 09/25/13. D&C 09/26/13. }Daylin{
    TTA for 7 months
    Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
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    Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles     - All BFN's
    SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results
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