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AmCheri (and anyone interested) - update on me - MTX

Beta #9 was 700 yesterday, down from 1700 on Friday, after MTX Saturday.  One of my legs still hurts from the shot that (I assume) hit a nerve.  I'm wishing/hoping/praying hard that the numbers keep falling and I can be done with this, but I know it's not always so easy.  I don't want to do MTX again and would probably opt for D&C.  I feel like I need to decide ahead of time because they keep springing things on me so fast.

I feel pretty good physically and therapy + exercise are helping with the rest.  MH had a second job interview yesterday that went well, and I have a third one tomorrow.  Maybe life will get back on track soon.  

Thanks again, so SO much for the support.

My feet and Miss Heidi the rescue mutt!

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15 treatment cycles: four early m/c
Moving forward with domestic infant adoption!

Home study approved 5/13, now just waiting...

Re: AmCheri (and anyone interested) - update on me - MTX

  • Hugs. I hope things get better soon.

    TTC #1 since 8/1/10; Me:41 and BRCA1+, DH:46
    DOR (FSH 24.3)/ terrible egg quality ; homozygous MTHFR c677t
    5 IUI's: 2/11 to 6/11 and 1/12= BFN
    OE IVF#1-4 8/11-6/12= all BFN
    DE IVF#1 11/12 bad embryos= BFN
    DE IVF #2 2/13 BFP/Beta hell: m/c 5w6d
    CFNBC 7 months, not doing well; decided on guarantee program at RBA w/frozen DE
    DE IVF #3 1/14  ET 4BB; BFP;M/C 5w1d, incomplete m/c; MVA extraction in ER 7w1d

    DE FET#1 ET 3/1714; BFP, beta 1 3/27= 197, beta 2 3/31= 1586, beta 3 4/7= 13879!!
    First u/s= Twins with HBs at 6w2d! We are Team Pink x 2!!

    K & K born 11/21/14 at 38wks 4 days

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  • imageMrs.McIrish:
    Hugs. I hope things get better soon.

    Hugs for you, too.  Thanks, McIrish.  I hope you're hangin' in there. 

    My feet and Miss Heidi the rescue mutt!

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    15 treatment cycles: four early m/c
    Moving forward with domestic infant adoption!

    Home study approved 5/13, now just waiting...

  • Huge hugs hun!
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    TTC since March/April 2010
    DX: MFI - less than 1 million sperm, 26% motility
    DH put on anastrozole to increase counts
    June/July 2011 100 mg Clomid + TS IUI#1 & IUI 2 - BFN :-(
    Forced break due to DH getting spinal surgery in August 2011
    IVF - January 2012: BFN
    FET in April 2012 - BFP at 6dp5dt! Beta #1 at 9dp5dt: 82.5, Beta #2 at 12dp5dt: 352 Beta #3 at 19dp5dt: 6000, saw heartbeat and one little bean at 5W6D!
    After nearly 3 years of waiting our LO was born December 18th 2012!
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  • Sorry you are still going through this. Hope things start to turn around for the better!

    DH: Severe MFI/Azoo Me: Compound heterozygous MTHFR
    IVF #1= m/c- methotrexate @6w2d
    FET #1= BFN
    IVF #2= m/c- D&C @8w5d
    IVF #3= Beta #1 9dp5dt= 252, Beta #2 11dp5dt= 417, Beta #3 17dp5dt= 4,952
    US #2 @ 7w2d= twins, baby B measuring behind
    US #3 @ 8w5d= Baby A doing well, no HR in baby B
    *S/PAIF always welcome* BabyFetus Ticker
  • ((hugs))  You can hang in there with me... I'm also still waiting for my beta to come back to zero
    TTC #1 Since 4/2010, Cycle 30
    Positive for HLA-B27, I'm a mutant :p
    Testing - Me ok, gluten issue? DH - borderline count, low motility
    4/28/11 IUI#1 = BFP!(5/25), EDD 2/2/12 - m/c 5w3d
    7/3, 7/31, 9/25 - IUI#2-4=BFN
    IVF#1 - 1 blast = BFP!! (12/30), EDD 9/9/12, confirmed c/p 4w2d
    FET#1 3/2/12 - 2 blasts =BFP!! EDD 11/18/12, us#1 = twins! Confirmed m/c 5w6d
    4/20-surprise BFP and another c/p 4w2d
    FET#2 7/16/12 - 2 blasts = BFN
    FET#3 8/20/12 - 1 blast - BFP!! Beta #1-2=177, 354
    1st u/s 5w6d, one beautiful little HB :), 2nd u/s 146bpm
    baby girl born 5/10/13

    TTC#2 since 12/17/2014, Cycle 8
    Repeat Testing...FSH=12, AMH=3.8, AFC=28. 
    IUI#5 5/10/15- c/p?
    IVF#2 8/19/15 - cancelled due to cysts
    IVF#2 take two 10/2015 - 5 blasts frozen
    FET#4 12/11/2015 - BFN - 4 blasts remaining
    FET#5 2/18/16 - BFP!!!  Beta1-3, 126, 250, 745!!

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    Tons of love and ((hugs)) to my IF sister NMscubagirl


  • Hi sweetie - Hope everything does get back on track for you real soon. I am sorry you are in Beta hell - it is so ironic, we pray with all our hearts and souls for positive Betas and then something like this happens and we then want our number to be back to zero again. IF sucks and just takes the life out of you.

    I had better get off the computer - the angry monster is coming out again. 

    Hugs to you. 

    TTC 1/2010 DH Dx - Azoospermia 2/2011
    Hysteroscopy 3/2011 2 Polyps removed 4/2011
    DH on Clomid / Arimidex to address hormonal issues - Sperm found July 2011!
    IVF #1 September 2011 - ER 9/8/2011- 8R, 5M - icsi - 1 made it to transfer - BFFN :-(
    IVF #2 Lucky November 2011 - ER 11/25/2011 - 15 eggs!, 13 mature, 10 fertilized with isci - 7 made it to transfer! Transferred 1 - 8 cell and 2 - 7 cell. BFP!!!!
    1st U/S - Twins! 2nd U/S - 3 heartbeats!!! - HOLY COW!!!
    Prayers for our take home babies!
    2 babies born on 3/27/12 and lost. Last baby born on 3/29/12 and lost at 20 weeks.
    My angels grew wings shortly after birth.
    Ahava Raisel, Matisyahu Nissim & Zev Chaim - Mommy and Daddy will always love you.
    IVF #3 July 2012 - ER 7/17/2012 - 10 R. 5 F. 4 made it to ET
    Transferred 2 on 7/20/2012 no snow babies :-(
    Beta on 7/31/2012 = BFMFN
    A miracle gift expected to come to us through adoption around 9/2012
    Baby girl adopted - Birth Mother changed her mind and took the baby back
    IVF #4 October 2012 - New RE. Doing PGD Testing. 8 R, 7F, 2 made it to 5 day blast for PDG testing. Both Normal (Thank you G-d!!!) 1 boy and 1 girl
    transferred one beautiful 5day blast (girl)
    Please G-d the almighty one - let this be our take home baby!
    Beta #1 158, Beta #2 318, 1 Absolutely magnificent HB at 175! Thank you G-d!!!
    Baby Girl born August 5th. Thank you G-d for our precious miracle.
    AMA. PAIF & SAIF always welcome - I need all the prayers I can get!

    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
  • Hi sweetie. I emailed you to check in just a while ago and before I saw this.  That's a great drop!  You sound so much better than just a few days ago. You are doing a great job ST. My thoughts and prayers are always with you. Hugs. Best of luck on the interviews for you and Mr. ST!
    Baby girl Lila born 2013.
    Baby boy Henry born 2015.
    Expecting our capstone baby (boy) early March 2018.
  • imageAmCheri:
    Hi sweetie. I emailed you to check in just a while ago and before I saw this.  That's a great drop!  You sound so much better than just a few days ago. You are doing a great job ST. My thoughts and prayers are always with you. Hugs. Best of luck on the interviews for you and Mr. ST!

    Thank you.  :)  

    I know it's best not to make any big decisions while you're in the middle of something, but I've decided to stop TTC.  I may change my mind, but for now, that's the plan and it feels really good.  MH is totally on board, he has been urging me to consider quitting for a long time.  I never, ever want to go through this (or worse) again.  I feel like I've been losing the same game for years and I'm sick of it.  I really think that's why I'm feeling better...  I needed to take some control.   

    How are you doing?  Stimming yet?  IDK anything about your protocol.  EPP?   

    My feet and Miss Heidi the rescue mutt!

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    15 treatment cycles: four early m/c
    Moving forward with domestic infant adoption!

    Home study approved 5/13, now just waiting...

  • Sarah, I am so glad you are seeing a drop and I PRAY it continues to just shoot down like a rock.  No more MTX, no D&C! 

    I just had another round of MTX shots Tuesday and I am praying the same thing for myself and the other couple of women dealing with the same thing.  Let's this get behind us already...  move on with reclaiming our lives!  

    Wishing you the very best!!  Will you keep posting here or is this goodbye...?  :(

     

     

  • imagesarahtoledo:

    imageAmCheri:
    Hi sweetie. I emailed you to check in just a while ago and before I saw this.  That's a great drop!  You sound so much better than just a few days ago. You are doing a great job ST. My thoughts and prayers are always with you. Hugs. Best of luck on the interviews for you and Mr. ST!

    Thank you.  :)  

    I know it's best not to make any big decisions while you're in the middle of something, but I've decided to stop TTC.  I may change my mind, but for now, that's the plan and it feels really good.  MH is totally on board, he has been urging me to consider quitting for a long time.  I never, ever want to go through this (or worse) again.  I feel like I've been losing the same game for years and I'm sick of it.  I really think that's why I'm feeling better...  I needed to take some control.   

    How are you doing?  Stimming yet?  IDK anything about your protocol.  EPP?   

    I hate that you're going through this, yet again, but I am whole heartedly envious of your decision to stop TTC and get some control back. 

    I wish that society would stop pushing that the only way to be a validated woman is if you're also a mother. Women get so much flack and while being a mother is great and tough work, it's not the only thing that makes you a great contributor to the world.

    Feel better soon and keep us all updated or send me an email. (Sorry I've been MIA dealing with my own dramas.) 

    (Live in Europe) TTC since 1/2010
  • I just have a lot of (hugs)) to provide

     
    me 33/DH 36
    ttc since 10/2008; d/x: mild MFI, stageII endo
    ~~PAIF/SAIF Welcome~~
    11 IUI’s = 1 m/c (7w4d)
    IVF#1 January 2012 BFN, FET #1 April 2012 BFN
    Surprise BFP October 2012 m/c (7w), Surprise BFP April 2013 m/c (6w4d)
    IVF #2: July 2013, ET 1 embryo 7/18, beta 1 @ 14dp3dt - 757, beta 2 @ 16dp3dt - 1762
    U/S 1 @ 6w4d = 1 little frogger with HB of 118, U/S 2 @ 7w3d measuring right on track with HB of 160
    Stick Frogger Stick! Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!   It's a Girl, EDD April 7, 2014

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  • imageXV11Star:

    Sarah, I am so glad you are seeing a drop and I PRAY it continues to just shoot down like a rock.  No more MTX, no D&C! 

    I just had another round of MTX shots Tuesday and I am praying the same thing for myself and the other couple of women dealing with the same thing.  Let's this get behind us already...  move on with reclaiming our lives!  

    Wishing you the very best!!  Will you keep posting here or is this goodbye...?  :(

     

     

    I don't think I can quit y'all already.  Embarrassed  I would like to stick around.  I am still infertile...  I'm planning to venture over to Adoption soon, too. 

    I am keeping you in my prayers.   

    My feet and Miss Heidi the rescue mutt!

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    15 treatment cycles: four early m/c
    Moving forward with domestic infant adoption!

    Home study approved 5/13, now just waiting...

  • imageMitzi Bishi:
    imagesarahtoledo:

    imageAmCheri:
    Hi sweetie. I emailed you to check in just a while ago and before I saw this.  That's a great drop!  You sound so much better than just a few days ago. You are doing a great job ST. My thoughts and prayers are always with you. Hugs. Best of luck on the interviews for you and Mr. ST!

    Thank you.  :)  

    I know it's best not to make any big decisions while you're in the middle of something, but I've decided to stop TTC.  I may change my mind, but for now, that's the plan and it feels really good.  MH is totally on board, he has been urging me to consider quitting for a long time.  I never, ever want to go through this (or worse) again.  I feel like I've been losing the same game for years and I'm sick of it.  I really think that's why I'm feeling better...  I needed to take some control.   

    How are you doing?  Stimming yet?  IDK anything about your protocol.  EPP?   

    I hate that you're going through this, yet again, but I am whole heartedly envious of your decision to stop TTC and get some control back. 

    I wish that society would stop pushing that the only way to be a validated woman is if you're also a mother. Women get so much flack and while being a mother is great and tough work, it's not the only thing that makes you a great contributor to the world.

    Feel better soon and keep us all updated or send me an email. (Sorry I've been MIA dealing with my own dramas.) 

    No, don't be sorry!  I've flaked out on so many things lately...  I owed you an email.  Honestly, I feel SO good about stopping.  I might change my mind and give it one more shot, but for right now, I need this decision.  

    Thinking of you and wishing you the very best, Mitzi. 

    My feet and Miss Heidi the rescue mutt!

    image

    15 treatment cycles: four early m/c
    Moving forward with domestic infant adoption!

    Home study approved 5/13, now just waiting...

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