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TTC After a Loss
pkaren
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AW: my heart is hurting
pkaren
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I don't really know who else understands, I know DH doesnt. I'm alone tonight and glad for it because I'm a crying mess right now. Tomorrow I'd be "half baked". I think that what set this off. I haven't cried in so long. It's also been more than 40 days and still no AF. My OB said if it doesn't happen within the next 3 weeks she will give me meds to start it and put me in BCP to regulate my cycle. I'm so afraid it will come to that. Why did this have to happen? I'm terrified something is wrong or this will happen again. Thanks for listening.
BFP #1: 12/26/11, EDD 09/05/12; m/c discovered: 02/22/12 @ 12w u/s,
D&C: 03/08/12 Waited for AF for 146 long days!
Hysteroscopy/D&C on July 10th to fix blocked cervix (DX: Cervical Stenosis)
BFP #2 12/8/12, EDD 08/21/13 Our rainbow arrived 08/24/13!
D&C: 03/08/12 Waited for AF for 146 long days!
Hysteroscopy/D&C on July 10th to fix blocked cervix (DX: Cervical Stenosis)
BFP #2 12/8/12, EDD 08/21/13 Our rainbow arrived 08/24/13!
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Re: AW: my heart is hurting
Dx: balanced translocation and LPD
TTC since Oct 2011
BPF 02/19/12, EDD 10/31/12, natural m/c 02/28/12 (4w6d)
IVF (BCPs starting 10/30/12, ER 11/18/12, 5dt of 1 beautiful, healthy embryo 11/23/12)
BFP 12/02/12, u/s @ 6w,5d showed 2 HBs! Identical twins!!
Bed rest from 21w-35w due to short cervix, hospital bed rest from 23w-32w due to PTL
Our rainbows were born 07/19/13 (36w, 5d)
type 1 diabetic for 7 years. Been on the pump for 6 years.
[spoiler] My Blog: Grow Baby Grow
BFP #1: 12/2009 m/c 1/2010 BFP #2: 6/2010 m/c 8/2010
BFP #3: 10/2011 ectopic 11/2011 (right tube removed, learned left tube was probably nonfunctional due to scar tissue from infection after m/c)
3 failed IUIs, IVF #1: 18R, 12M, 10F, 3 poor quality 5d embryos transferred= BFP #4!!!!!
Betas: 9dp5dt: 64 ~14dp5dt: 91 (expecting miscarriage, doubling time of 236 hours) ~16dp5dt: 200~18dp5dt: 500
First Ultrasound at 6w2d revealed two sacs, only one with a heartbeat
LK arrived after 42 weeks on August 14, 2013! Beautiful, healthy, and happy!
TTC#2: IVF booked for April 2015
Surprise BFP#5 February 19, 2015 EDD: November 2, 2015
Betas: 10dpo: 10, 14dpo: 77, 17dpo: 270
First Ultrasound at 5w1d showed a miracle UTE baby! And right ovary ovulation to left fallopian tube.
JD arrived at 38 weeks on October 20, 2015.
TTC #3: Since October 2017. BFP #6 July 2, 2018 EDD: March 16, 2019 [/spoiler]
Big hugs to you. Sometimes the sadness can sneak up on you. I always allow myself the time to just let out what I'm feeling. Sometimes I cry, sometimes I write out my feelings, and sometimes I pray. But I never hold it in. It's okay and understandable to feel as you do.
BFP#1 - 11/13/11, Natural MC - 12/24/11 at 12 weeks
BFP#2 - 10/2/12, Please be our rainbow.
Cycle 9: BFP 5-3-12:EDD 1-24-13 It's a girl! Born 12-27-12
I'm really sorry
I had a rough past few weeks and my cycles have been 40 days since the m/c. I've started therapy because I found no empathy from anybody in person even my husband who is my rock and best friend.
Allow yourself to feel and deal, over time you will get better and there is hope of a baby miracle!
Hugs!!!
*hugs*
Here's hoping AF shows soon!!