I'm ready to throw in the towel (vent)*update**

lynn0926 · April 2012

My mock cycle is going worse than I thought. My lining has not stayed the same it has actually gone down to 7.5. They said it was unusual and unexpected. They will get back to me after 7PM my time after the doc looks at everything. I have never had a lining issue. Of course now that I need to it to cooperate my body will do the opposite because why would things ever go my way. This is supposed to be easy! This pretty much disqualifies me from being able to do the guarantee program too. Oh, and the insurance I had planned on switching too is not panning out like I thought either. So, that just adds to my frustration. I am just so done! I feel like this is a sign to not got forward since I have never had a lining issue and the whole insiransce not working out. Sorry for the vent! If you made it this far you get a ??

ETA Update- This is a rollercoaster kind of day. I feel my nurse got me all worked up for nothing. The RE is not at all concerned about my response. They use the greatest measurement which was well above 8 she said. My E2 also rose nicely. So my DE cycle is complete. On a side note, we decided that if we do not qualify for the guarantee package we will not be doing DE. I can not fathom being out nearly $30K with no baby in the end. If we do not qualify then we will exhaust our 4 IVFs even though we only have a 5% chance with each. Now I need to go nurse my headache from crying.

reb259 · April 2012

I hate how stressful cycling is...i am sorry you are facing these obstacles. Hope you get some good need this evening.

Delta04 · April 2012

::hugs::

I hope you are pleasanlty surprised with some good news this evening. It's so unfair that it has to be this hard. Try to hang in there.

Aegis2005 · April 2012

(((hugs))) It just sucks when your body decides it's not going to cooperate. Thinking of you, and hoping your RE has a plan on how to move forward.

Rachael07.07.07 · April 2012

I hate how stressful cycling is. Hate. Hate. Hate. I hope that things turn around and everything works out. GL!

lynn0926 · April 2012

bellalou32:
Ugh- that really stinks. They won't just up your estrace? That's what they said they would do to me if the lining wasn't where it should be.

I don't know. This was all over email exchange with the nurse. She just said that she needs to get further instructions after the doc looks at it. She said it was unusual and that this is why they do mocks. She said that they would probably prescribe a different form for the fresh cycle. I would want to do another mock to ensure it gets to a good point so that I am not wasting $30k. I am on a total of 10MG right now. I dont understand why it grew nice on 2-6MG and being on 10 MG for a week now, it has gone down.

Bella2u07 · April 2012

::hugs::

So sorry that your dealing with bumps in the road that make you question the path you are taking. Try to do your best to stay calm and deal with 1 thing at a time. I'm sure your RE has a better plan for you!

Thinking of you and FX for a smooth cycle!!!

naybird · April 2012

Oh, I'm so sorry to hear this. Just breathe..

There are things that can be done for lining. Viagra suppositories, pom juice etc.

I hope things work out for you.

Big hugs.

LaLe09 · April 2012

I'm sorry. Sounds like it's just one thing aftet the next. I hope things start to turn around for you!

BeeBee08 · April 2012

I'm sorry, I hope that when your RE looks through your case they can find a reasonable explanation and a solution to get you back on track for this cycle. Good Luck and big huge ((hugs)).

Gregermis · April 2012

((Hugs)). Glad all is okay with your pinning, and I hope you can get in the garuntee program!!

mm29 · April 2012

lynn0926:

ETA Update- This is a rollercoaster kind of day. I feel my nurse got me all worked up for nothing. The RE is not at all concerned about my response. They use the greatest measurement which was well above 8 she said. My E2 also rose nicely. So my DE cycle is complete. On a side note, we decided that if we do not qualify for the guarantee package we will not be doing DE. I can not fathom being out nearly $30K with no baby in the end. If we do not qualify then we will exhaust our 4 IVFs even though we only have a 5% chance with each. Now I need to go nurse my headache from crying.

I am keeping my fingers crossed you will qualify for the guarantee package. (((huge hugs))) I hate the IF rollercoaster!

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