Having my D & C this afternoon. Good thing too. I started spotting last night, but no cramping yet. I also had a weird dream last night. I had a baby boy but not a newborn and he called me mama. Not sure if he was my biological child but I don't think he was. We are probably moving toward adoption but not giving up completely on having our own. We just probably won't do IVF again.
                
                Me-39. Spouse-41. Married 10/03/10. TTC since 10/10.
06/11-Sperm test showed borderline low count and low mobility.  9/1/11-Started acupuncture.  
09/08/11-IUI+50mg clomid=BFN. 10/11-50mg clomid+no IUI=BFN. 
10/24/11-Day 3 FSH-15. 10/27/11-HSG normal. 11/11-50mg Clomid+IUI=BFN. 
1st RE visit on 11/18/11. Thyroid normal. AMH .24. 12/19/11-Day 3 Ultrasound: 11 follicles. Referred to IVF RE. 
Feb 2012-1st IVF: (w/Gonal-f pen, Repronex, Cetrotide, Human Growth Hormone, DHEA, and CoQ10), 2/3/12-Ultrasound: 9 Follicles, 2/16 ER: 6 eggs.2/19: 3 embryos transferred. Please stick! 3/4/12: BFP! Beta 285. 3/6/12: Beta #2 748!
4/11/12 U/S at 9w6d showed our little one died at 8w6d. 4/17/12 D&C

Re: D & C this afternoon
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BFP #1: 12/2009 m/c 1/2010 BFP #2: 6/2010 m/c 8/2010
BFP #3: 10/2011 ectopic 11/2011 (right tube removed, learned left tube was probably nonfunctional due to scar tissue from infection after m/c)
3 failed IUIs, IVF #1: 18R, 12M, 10F, 3 poor quality 5d embryos transferred= BFP #4!!!!!
Betas: 9dp5dt: 64 ~14dp5dt: 91 (expecting miscarriage, doubling time of 236 hours) ~16dp5dt: 200~18dp5dt: 500
First Ultrasound at 6w2d revealed two sacs, only one with a heartbeat
LK arrived after 42 weeks on August 14, 2013! Beautiful, healthy, and happy!
TTC#2: IVF booked for April 2015
Surprise BFP#5 February 19, 2015 EDD: November 2, 2015
Betas: 10dpo: 10, 14dpo: 77, 17dpo: 270
First Ultrasound at 5w1d showed a miracle UTE baby! And right ovary ovulation to left fallopian tube.
JD arrived at 38 weeks on October 20, 2015.
TTC #3: Since October 2017. BFP #6 July 2, 2018 EDD: March 16, 2019 [/spoiler]
::I just started lurking here last week, but recognize you from IF::
I had mine yesterday and I'm so glad that I opted to go that route. Emotionally, I'm not doing so great (as can be expected); however, physically, I'm doing much better than I had anticipated. Back to work today...still pretty tired and wouldn't mind being home in bed, but work has been a good distraction. Best of luck to you today and with your future plans -- sending many T&Ps your way!
Me: 39, Dx DOR (FSH = 10.5, AMH = 0.43, best AFC = 10), AMA
MH: 37, Dx Obstructive Azoospermia, multiple successful sperm retrieval procedures
2/2012: IVF/ICSI #2 MDLF (4R, 4M, 1F) = BFP, saw heartbeat, missed m/c 9w0d, D&E
8/2012: IVF/ICSI #3 EPP/MDLF (7R, 2M, 1F) = BFN
12/2012: (New RE) Operative hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue
1/2013: IVF/ICSI #4 Low-dose stim/Antagonist (AFC=6); ER=1/26 (5R-couldn't access rt ovary, 5M, 4F), ET=1/29 (trans 3) = BFP!; 2/11 beta#1(13dp3dt)=2127, 2/13=3367; twin girls due 10/19/13
PAIF/SAIF very welcome!
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I chose D& C as well and was satisfied with my decision.
I am sorry for your loss and wish you luck in your recovery and whatever path you choose.