I am struggling today. Bad. I feel like the wind has been knocked out of me. I can't explain the particulars unfortunately, as there are a couple of people I know on here IRL. I'm just feeling really low and really sorry for myself and angry at life for the hand I've been dealt even though I know it's totally out of my control. Thanks for listening.
Cycle 7: BFP 1-17-12, Missed Miscarriage at 8w6d (measured 7w2d, no HB), D&C 2-29-12
Cycle 9: BFP 5-3-12:EDD 1-24-13 It's a girl! Born 12-27-12
Re: I could really use some encouragement/kind words.
I'm sorry to hear you're struggling today, dear. Once you feel yourself fall into a downward spiral, it can be so hard to get back out of it. Hang in there. You're a smart, caring, wonderful woman with a great sense of humor, who has a lot to offer the world. Thinking of you today and hoping you're feeling better soon. Be kind to yourself. ((hugs))
Some friends and I even got together and made you a sign:
"there is no foot so small that it cannot leave an imprint on this world"
BFP #2 2.27.13 EDD 11.8.13 Grow, baby, grow!
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BFP #1 11/5/11 EDD 7/22/12 MC 11/14/11
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Girl, I'm having a Sh!tastic day too....We need some
stat!.
I'm sorry its been rough and I hope the day gets better for you.
***BFP 1-22-13, baby boy dx with Trisomy 13 at 15 weeks.
We let him go to Heaven on 4-27-13 at 17 weeks 1 day***
Because I just can't help myself. Hope this cheers you up, it did for me!~
Sorry to hear you're having a rough day. YGPM.
We lost our first (EDD 07/23/12) after finding out at 12 weeks there was no longer a heartbeat. Our rainbow was born 05/22/13 and was worth all we went through.
“So can you understand? Why I want a daughter while I’m still young? I wanna hold her hand and show her some beauty before all this damage is done. But if it’s too much to ask, it’s too much to ask … Then send me a son.” – Arcade Fire
BFP 12/19/08- DS born 8/25/09 9lbs2oz via Zavanelli Maneuver
BFP 8/26/11- Missed miscarriage discovered 10/19/11 at 11w2d, measured at 9 weeks gestation w/ no HB. D&C 10/21/11
BFP 3/17/12 at 12dpo CP 3/21/12
BFP 4/23/12 at 10dpo Stick my little one! Beta #1: 83.3 @ 13dpo Beta #2: 197.7 @ 15dpo
Our little man is getting bigger every day!
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I'm sorry you're struggling. I was there a few weeks back ..feeling sorry for myself and really angry at life. If someone had seen me at home they would have thought I'd completely lost it.
I'm not going to offer any advice because I don't think anything I could say could make you feel any better. I just really hope better days are coming soon for you.
If you need to get things out you can send a PM.
BFP #2 - 10-11-2012 Beta 38, 10-15-2012 Beta 518!.
Diagnosed w/ endometriosis 12/2010 Laproscopic surgery & 6 months of Lupron
BFP 12/17/2011,EDD 8/23/12,ectopic discovered 12/29/11 at 6 weeks recieved methotrexate
Dec '12 HSG & ultrasound showed abnormalities & more endo. Laproscopic surgery in January '13 showed significant damage & scar tissue from Endo. IVF is our best shot to concieve our rainbow.
June '13 Decided to go the adoption route!
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BFP#1: 9-13-11 EDD: 5-26-12 MMC: 11-4-11 D&C: 11-8-11
BFP#2: 7-6-12 Elizabeth Faye ("Zuzu") born 3-21-13
D&C: 03/08/12 Waited for AF for 146 long days!
Hysteroscopy/D&C on July 10th to fix blocked cervix (DX: Cervical Stenosis)
BFP #2 12/8/12, EDD 08/21/13 Our rainbow arrived 08/24/13!
((HUGS))
I hate days like that. I hope that tomorrow brings a better one!