So in my mind, hoping for AF after Provera (on Friday the 13th, opening night of Macbeth that I'm stage managing) sounded like a good idea in theory. But now it is so not. DD and I were at the hospital because she had to have b/w..routine stuff. Anyway, I'm sitting there waiting, literally sweating and pale because my cramps are so bad. The nurse keep looking at me concerned and finally asked if I was alright. I just said, "Oh yeah, just menstrual cramps". She kept eyeing me like she was thinking they were going to have to deal with me passing out.
I managed to drag us home, and somehow sit up in the car enough to drive and now I'm in awful pain. Also, I have eaten the remainder of the chocolate that was in the house left over from Easter and am staring down the last Cadbury Egg. I think I might do it....
I am NOT looking forward to opening night tonight. This is going to be a PAIN (literally!)
Ok. AW moment over.
edit: typo
Re: Holy eff I have cramps! (DD mentioned)
I am so sorry darling! But I guess that means things are on the move.
Potassium, calcium, and a nap if you can swing it!
Feel better and I know tonight will be excellent!
TTC since April 2010

BFP #1 – March 2011, missed m/c April 2011
BFP #2 – October 2011, m/c November 2011
Surprise BFP #3 – December 2011, diagnosed as cornual, terminated January 2012
BFP #4 – June 2012, m/c July 2012
Diagnosed with bicornuate ute and MTHR gene mutation
BFP #5 – October 2012, missed m/c November 2012
BFP #6 – January 2013, m/c March 2013
No longer TTC. Diagnosis: Hostile ute. Heartbroken and bitter. Pursuing surrogacy.
June 2013 - Carrier found! Could this really happen?!
~All AL always welcome~
1/12/13 DD was born
4/9/16 DS was born
9/17 CP
6/23/18 BFP EDD 3/4/19