Late Term and Child Loss

only 1 Easter basket

It's sad that we only got to put together 1 Easter basket; it should have been 2. I'm so sad that we lost our baby boy. We haven't put any of his clothes away yet and part of me wants to look at what would have been his Easter outfit, but I know I'm not strong enough to do that. This is all just so hard and so wrong. I hope you ladies are having a better weekend than me. Thank you for all of your support.
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Re: only 1 Easter basket

  • I am so sorry. The holidays can be especially painful.

    May G-d be with you during this time.

    Rachel 

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  • I know. We our family Easter today and my friend's 6 month old was there.  I wish my son was here to celebrate his first Easter too.  I have 2 pink baskets for my girls and wish more than anything there was a blue one in between them. 

    Hugs 

    Momma to 2 sweet girls here on earth and a precious baby boy in heaven
  • It saddens me also to only have one basket too.  Last year, I was still in the "grief fog" so I barely remember anything about Easter day, just the heartbreak of my new loss.  (((hugs))). I hope we can all manage through this day.
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  • :( this life just sucks sometimes 
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  • This would've been my son's first Easter too. It was definitely not the day I imagined it would be.
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  • I am reading this late but I really missed not having a basket for J and having her run around with other girls collecting eggs. 
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