For some reason, it is really bugging me again today...

Roxie5739 · April 2012

Seems that there has been a flurry of BPF's today on other boards and whilst I am SOOO happy for them, I am SOOOO sad and insanely jealous that it is not me!!! Call me a Debbie Downer or just plain selfish, but for some reason it is just really bugging me today.

I think I just need to leave the office soon and see DH and the puppy to brighten my spirits.

Bethany1026 · April 2012

I hear ya on that... I feel like I was the only one with another BFN while all the other Lucky clovers were really the lucky ones... happy for others, but definitely feeling bad for myself.

I need some all-around luck in life...I've had a bad streak lately Crying

Thankfully I have a dog to brighten my spirits too (((HUGS)))

LaLe09 · April 2012

Roxie5739:

Seems that there has been a flurry of BPF's today on other boards and whilst I am SOOO happy for them, I am SOOOO sad and insanely jealous that it is not me!!! Call me a Debbie Downer or just plain selfish, but for some reason it is just really bugging me today.

I think I just need to leave the office soon and see DH and the puppy to brighten my spirits.

I feel the same way.

I do, however, find alot of hope in our IFV success stories- keep them coming, ladies!

reb259 · April 2012

I understand where you are coming from...i am really starting to think it will never happen for us. I am also finding myself getting jealous of others in my life about non IF related things. I find myself thinking, well there is something else I will never have. I have never been that person so it is really making me sad!!

Gregermis · April 2012

one reason why I'm hiding out here and TTCAL a lot more

winofairy · April 2012

I wish I had some really good words of encouragement to make all of you feel better.... all I can offer is a really HUGE {{HUG}}. This whole process truly sucks and is heartbreaking!

I was just talking to my MIL last night about how I don't think she and DH even understand how hard this journey is. I say a prayer each night for all the bumpies on the IF and IFV boards who are suffering through so much pain and frustration.

Aegis2005 · April 2012

(((hugs)))

I've been having a hard time lately as well, so I've been taking a break from the boards. I'm hoping that now that AF has finally showed, and I think I may have a chance to cycle, I won't be as irritated.

AmCheri · April 2012

It's hard. I think you can be happy, sad and jealous at the same time. My best friend had her third baby today. She sent me a picture and I just lost it. We're so happy for them, but it was painful to see the picture. Sending flowers to the hospital was a special torture.

Doggies never fail to brighten your day. Big hugs.

LaLe09 · April 2012

reb259:
I understand where you are coming from...i am really starting to think it will never happen for us. I am also finding myself getting jealous of others in my life about non IF related things. I find myself thinking, well there is something else I will never have. I have never been that person so it is really making me sad!!

I feel like this too! People that have this, that AND a baby. I feel like IF just makes you change the way you look at everything. I have so much that I am grateful for. I'm mad at myself for being jealous of others. I've never been a jealous person, so this is just making me feel worse about myself.

reb259 · April 2012

LaLe09:

reb259:
I understand where you are coming from...i am really starting to think it will never happen for us. I am also finding myself getting jealous of others in my life about non IF related things. I find myself thinking, well there is something else I will never have. I have never been that person so it is really making me sad!!

I feel like this too! People that have this, that AND a baby. I feel like IF just makes you change the way you look at everything. I have so much that I am grateful for. I'm mad at myself for being jealous of others. I've never been a jealous person, so this is just making me feel worse about myself.

Yes

winofairy · April 2012

reb259:
LaLe09:

reb259:
I understand where you are coming from...i am really starting to think it will never happen for us. I am also finding myself getting jealous of others in my life about non IF related things. I find myself thinking, well there is something else I will never have. I have never been that person so it is really making me sad!!

I feel like this too! People that have this, that AND a baby. I feel like IF just makes you change the way you look at everything. I have so much that I am grateful for. I'm mad at myself for being jealous of others. I've never been a jealous person, so this is just making me feel worse about myself.

Yes Yes

amethystgrrl · April 2012

I'm sorry... I just have to keep holding out hope that our time will come, too.

ellenchris0506 · April 2012

reb259:
I understand where you are coming from...i am really starting to think it will never happen for us. I am also finding myself getting jealous of others in my life about non IF related things. I find myself thinking, well there is something else I will never have. I have never been that person so it is really making me sad!!

Gosh, I totally can relate to this :-/

I was just looking at the IF board and felt insanely jealous about all of the BFPs...and they are people who haven't been through as much as we have. UGH.

katib77 · April 2012

What I'm finding really sad is I'm friends with a bunch of old regs from 3t and TTGP from two years ago. And now a bunch of them are PG with their second, or their IVF and IUI miracles are all turning one years old. Just makes me realize how far in the dust I've been left. It's like time has gone slower in IF until someone points out "My twins are one!" And I'm like, "God lord, I remember when you first started doing your IVF and it doesn't seem that long ago! How can they be a year old already!"

BeeBee08 · April 2012

Bethany1026:

I hear ya on that... I feel like I was the only one with another BFN while all the other Lucky clovers were really the lucky ones... happy for others, but definitely feeling bad for myself.

I need some all-around luck in life...I've had a bad streak lately

Thankfully I have a dog to brighten my spirits too (((HUGS)))

And this is why I will never join another mini group. It SUCKS being left behind. ((hugs))

Roxie5739 · April 2012

BeeBee08:
Bethany1026:

I hear ya on that... I feel like I was the only one with another BFN while all the other Lucky clovers were really the lucky ones... happy for others, but definitely feeling bad for myself.

I need some all-around luck in life...I've had a bad streak lately

Thankfully I have a dog to brighten my spirits too (((HUGS)))

And this is why I will never join another mini group. It SUCKS being left behind. ((hugs))

I think you have hit the nail on the head! That may be my issue!

Bethany1026 · April 2012

Roxie5739:
BeeBee08:
Bethany1026:

I hear ya on that... I feel like I was the only one with another BFN while all the other Lucky clovers were really the lucky ones... happy for others, but definitely feeling bad for myself.

I need some all-around luck in life...I've had a bad streak lately

Thankfully I have a dog to brighten my spirits too (((HUGS)))

And this is why I will never join another mini group. It SUCKS being left behind. ((hugs))

I think you have hit the nail on the head! That may be my issue!

I didn't even consider not joining in...maybe I wont next time. Tongue Tied

BAKERMOMHDS · April 2012

ellenchris0506:

reb259:
I understand where you are coming from...i am really starting to think it will never happen for us. I am also finding myself getting jealous of others in my life about non IF related things. I find myself thinking, well there is something else I will never have. I have never been that person so it is really making me sad!!

Gosh, I totally can relate to this :-/

I was just looking at the IF board and felt insanely jealous about all of the BFPs...and they are people who haven't been through as much as we have. UGH.

this.... I've been so down and crazy jealous lately... I can't feel good about anything!!!!

Roxie5739 · April 2012

Roxie5739:
BeeBee08:

And this is why I will never join another mini group. It SUCKS being left behind. ((hugs))

I think you have hit the nail on the head! That may be my issue!

I now officially badgeless and feel kind of free and weirdly naked now.... so much better.

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