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karebear57karebear57 member
in Late Term and Child Loss
6 months ago we had to say goodbye to our Brianna. I miss her so much each and everyday. I wish it wasn't Easter, i've got to paste on my happy brave face for the boys and my sil is coming over b/c we are also celebrating my dh's bday. I can't believe its been 6 months. I really wish I didn't have to see anybody. If she was born when she was supposed to she would be 3 months in a week. At this time 6 months ago I was crying my eyes out b/c of the pain and yet here I am crying but b/c of the emotional pain only this time. I'm sorry if I'm not making much sense. I think I'm gonna pop a benadryal so I could be asleep before 2:55a.
Tim 12/30/00 Brad 4/30/02 Alex 9/29/03 Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
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    Kris721Kris721 member
    (((hugs))). Holidays are so hard.  I hope you find a little peace today.
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    JessicaRobbJessicaRobb member
    Milestones :(
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    dandywarholdandywarhol member
    {{hugs}} Thinking of you.
    BFP #1 - Missed M/C, D&C 3.21.11

    BFP #2 - Sylvie V. Q. born and died on 10.28.11 at 21w. Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

    BFP #3 - Evie V. Q. Fetal demise @ 16w. DC 7.8.12
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    BFP  #4 - Beatrix V. Q. Born 6.2.13 at 23w6d.
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    PrettyAccountantPrettyAccountant member
    I used to love holidays so much. After my Mom's passing, they would just make me sad - now with the loss of my triplets, I am miserable. I am so sorry - I know today is especially hard for many of us.
    TTC 1/2010 DH Dx - Azoospermia 2/2011
    Hysteroscopy 3/2011 2 Polyps removed 4/2011
    DH on Clomid / Arimidex to address hormonal issues - Sperm found July 2011!
    IVF #1 September 2011 - ER 9/8/2011- 8R, 5M - icsi - 1 made it to transfer - BFFN :-(
    IVF #2 Lucky November 2011 - ER 11/25/2011 - 15 eggs!, 13 mature, 10 fertilized with isci - 7 made it to transfer! Transferred 1 - 8 cell and 2 - 7 cell. BFP!!!!
    1st U/S - Twins! 2nd U/S - 3 heartbeats!!! - HOLY COW!!!
    Prayers for our take home babies!
    2 babies born on 3/27/12 and lost. Last baby born on 3/29/12 and lost at 20 weeks.
    My angels grew wings shortly after birth.
    Ahava Raisel, Matisyahu Nissim & Zev Chaim - Mommy and Daddy will always love you.
    IVF #3 July 2012 - ER 7/17/2012 - 10 R. 5 F. 4 made it to ET
    Transferred 2 on 7/20/2012 no snow babies :-(
    Beta on 7/31/2012 = BFMFN
    A miracle gift expected to come to us through adoption around 9/2012
    Baby girl adopted - Birth Mother changed her mind and took the baby back
    IVF #4 October 2012 - New RE. Doing PGD Testing. 8 R, 7F, 2 made it to 5 day blast for PDG testing. Both Normal (Thank you G-d!!!) 1 boy and 1 girl
    transferred one beautiful 5day blast (girl)
    Please G-d the almighty one - let this be our take home baby!
    Beta #1 158, Beta #2 318, 1 Absolutely magnificent HB at 175! Thank you G-d!!!
    Baby Girl born August 5th. Thank you G-d for our precious miracle.
    AMA. PAIF & SAIF always welcome - I need all the prayers I can get!

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    weddedwifeweddedwife member
    It does go by quickly, somehow. Some days it feels like yesterdays and others like it never happened at all. It's so weird. The holidays make me sad now too.
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