It's started..m/c

httn · November 2008

I know you girls will understand the range of emotions I'm feeling right now. The heavy bleeding and cramping started today and although physically painful it does not compare to how I'm feeling emotionally. This is just bringing all of those feelings that I have been squishing down the past few weeks to the surface. I know this is a good thing in my head, it will likely mean I won't need the metho shot and hopefully my body will begin healing. My heart though is the problem, all of the fears that I will never carry to term are back. I'm trying to stay positive and I'm so fortunate to have so many wonderful people in my life who care about me. I just wish this wasn't so hard. You would think going through this for a third time would lessen the pain a bit but it just doesn't.

blondie223 · November 2008

((Big Hugs)) I'm sorry you are having to go through this again.

Ssweets04 · November 2008

I'm so so sorry. I think it actually gets harder to face more losses and its so terrible that you have to. My thoughts and prayers are with you. ((Hugs))

punkinzbride · November 2008

I'm so sorry...BIG HUGE HUGS to you!

MrsPatterson · November 2008

I am so sorry you have to go through this. And in NO way do I think that having to go through it 3 times would make it easier, I think it makes it worse. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers, I hope your body heals quickly. (((Big Hugs)))

Jhnsn07 · November 2008

I'm so sorry for your loss... I hope you and your DH spend some time together over this holiday. ?

httn · November 2008

Thank you so much for your understanding girls. I just want to run and hide somewhere and not face this. I took today off work, no way could I go today and luckily i'm off the rest of the week for Thanksgiving.

lakeciaw · November 2008

I am so sorry for your loss. I hope that you are able to get some halp in finding out what the issues are. You are in my prayers.

mmcrocker · November 2008

I am so deeply sorry you have to go through this again. Big hugs to you!

*April2005* · November 2008

I'm so sorry. Multiple losses are devastating. Big hugs to you.

halsgal · November 2008

I thought that going through my second wouldn't be as painful emotionally but boy was I wrong. I think it hurts more and more because it's like the pain compounds.

I'm so sorry you're going through this. (((hugs)))

officerswife31 · November 2008

I am so sorry you are having to go through this again! Hugs!!

SaraBobby · November 2008

(((HUGS))) I am sorry you are going through this.. (((HUGS)))

Mrs.abbeyandraf · November 2008

I am soo sorry for your loss. (((((BIG HUG))))))

texas77 · November 2008

awww, hon, i'm so sorry. i'm glad you can come here and let it out with people who understand. be good to yourself. we are here when you need us.

lunatwo · November 2008

I am so so sorry you are going through this again. One time is too many for anyone. We're here if you want to talk. (((HUGS)))

Bride2b2004 · November 2008

Oh no, I am so sorry. ((hugs)).

Nicolina08 · November 2008

I'm so sorry that you are going thru this again.. and like the previous posts said I do think it is harder once you have already gone through it but you do have a great vehicle for communication here with peeps that have already gone thru it and can understand the pain that you are in now and I think each of us is feeling your pain right here with you.. *hugs*

kekis · November 2008

I'm sorry, Holly. I wish it would get easier going through it again & again, but it doesn't. Take care of yourself & know we're here for you.

httn · November 2008

Thanks so much girls, your responses and thought help so much. I am so having a huge glass of wine (or 2) on Thanksgiving!

ChelM1216 · November 2008

Oh sweetie I am so sorry you are going through all of this again. ((((BIG HUGS))))

bellaciao · November 2008

I'm so sorry that you have to go through this again. It's not fair.

snowflake_bride · November 2008

I'm so sorry. I know everyone allready has said it much better, but the pain only gets worse with multiple losses, I am so incredibly sorry that you are going through this aching again.

(((((BIG HUGS)))))

TheEnglishgirl · November 2008

Oh honey...THREE times, god no one should go through this once, let along three times. I am SO sorry.

Be so kind to yourself and let the tears flow with the bleeding.

Thinking of you :::HUGS:::?

honeybeee · November 2008

*hugs* I know that is not a fun experience. I hope that the physical pain passes quickly....I think we all know that the emotional pain will be there for a while. I am sorry you are going through this.

Clery · November 2008

I'm sorry for your losses. I hope now you can begin to heal. I'm glad you have the rest of the week off. Big hugs.

phoebecar · November 2008

Oh, I am so sorry for your loss. No one should have to go through this once much less 3 times. Be good to yourself today. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Big hugs coming your way today.