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What a crazy dream (looong)

I just woke up from a (way too long nap) given that I work from home and I don't think I'll be able to focus without getting this dream out.  There was more to it than just this... but here's the gist of the crazy dream:

Peyton came to see me, I couldn't actually see him, I could just feel him.  He had another angel I guess with him, an older one who was kind of guiding him.  First he was picking me up, I guess to show me he was really there, the crazy part is it was from the couch I was actually sleeping on, just sort of gently lifting me up to the ceiling and putting me back.  Then he got tired, so he snuggled up to me, I felt like I could actually feel him on me.  I asked him why he had to go.  I felt like we were flying again kind of, w/ like flashes of world/life going by until we stopped at a scene.  It was a young woman with two kids and her husband.  The husband said her name, it was Coraline (the name DH plan to use if we have a girl).  One of the kids names was Brayden, I need to remember that.  One of the kids complained that he/she was thirsty (I don't remember who said it) and Coraline got flustered because she didn't have any water to give the kids.  Then we kind of like rewound, it was Coraline again and someone else and she stumbled upon a really cute canteen that she found somewhere super random and the friend said "Oh that's really cute! You should bring it on your hike with the kids, Brayden will love it."   Then Peyton and I were back on my couch, it was like he said "I had to go to watch out for my sister."  I didn't get the sense that it was just that one water canteen he had to give her, more that he just wanted to watch over her.

Wow, honestly what a crazy feeling I woke up to.   I know pregnant women have crazy and vivid dreams, but this was a whole new level.  I feel so peaceful right now, I wish I could back to sleep and snuggle with him more.  Just, wow.

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Re: What a crazy dream (looong)

  • I forgot one more weird part, I mostly want to put it in here because I plan to copy this all to my journal after work and don't want to forget.  Before the dream I just wrote about I woke up (or at least dreamed I did) because I heard two sets of footprints, children's and adult's, so I "woke up" and looked around to nobody, but I was in and saw my regular house.  This part is odd though because when he snuggled up on me he was the size he was when we last saw him.
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    Married the love of my life 7/11/09 - Our first baby, Peyton Mark, was born sleeping 10/25/11 at 33 weeks - Our second baby, BFP 2/4/12, welcome to the world Raylan! Holy Moly, BPF 2/4/14, please be safe and sound little one!

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  • What a wonderful dream! It kinda makes you wonder what your going to have.
    Tim 12/30/00 Brad 4/30/02 Alex 9/29/03 Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
  • imagekarebear57:
    What a wonderful dream! It kinda makes you wonder what your going to have.

    I've always thought this was a girl, but it does make me even more anxious to find out.

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  • I'm anxious to hear what you're having too! Did you plan on finding out?
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  • imagekarebear57:
    I'm anxious to hear what you're having too! Did you plan on finding out?

    Yes, hopefully in just under 4 weeks at our 16w ultrasound!  If not then, our anatomy scan is at 18w.

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  • Now I'm just starting to feel crazy... but I just restarted my Pandora and the first song that came on "Dream a little dream of me" second song, now on right now "In the arms of an angel"

    I'm not crazy right? I don't think I am... but what a day.

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  • Wow im so happy you feel so peaceful after this dream. We will see in a few weeks if a little Coraline is in fact on her way. How exciting!
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  • Petunia- I honestly think about how you are doing all the time!  I am glad that you had such a peaceful dream and I really do believe in signs. :-)  Peyton is already a wonderful big brother! (((HUGS)))
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  • That is such a special dream! I feel like that is Peyton's way of letting you know that he is alright and is watching over you.  I can't wait to find out what you are having :)

    I had a really hard time when my grandpa died (I was in 8th grade) because I didn't know if he would go to heaven.  He was an alcoholic and had some dark patches in his past, but he was a great grandfather to my brother and me.  He came to me in a dream and was standing out on the bay in my hometown smiling and waving to me while I passed on the bridge.  I never worried about it again.




    My angel Avery- 2/16/12, My rainbow Blake= 3/4/13, Joyfully awaiting #3 5/11/15
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