i am furious at the drs for not perscribing a painkiller in the NARCOTIC family, not some bs motrin. Nothing will ever take away the emotional sadness about my baby, but the one things the doctors could do is help me not feel the cramping.
Cramps are not just pain to "suck it up" and deal with.. When I cramp, I know I am losing my baby, every cramp breaks my heart a little more. Taking that pain away from me might have made this easier.
So I pretty much pissed about that... and the dr on call at the hospital who said, oh you don't need a d&c and pulled out the rest of my child while I was awake..
I think i really need to learn to advoate for myself a little better...
apologies for the graphic vent, i am sorry for everyone's pain and I hope we all have better days soon....
Re: things i am mad about (total vent and graphic)
BFP#1 on 02/14/09 BIRTH to Mason 6lb9oz on 10/12/09
BFP#2 on 5/28/11 EDD 2/1/12 Natural M/C on 6/13/11
BFP#3 on 1/20/12 EDD 9/30/12 Natural m/c on 1/27/12
BFP#4 on 4/23/12 BIRTH to Isabella 7lb1oz on 12/19/12