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Sorry i've been MIA :( I hate April Fools day!!

Hey ladies, I just wanted to say sorry i've been MIA! My mom was in the hospital for 3 weeks then rehab for 1 week so I was so preoccupied with that. She's doing better now thank god but I know there's a bumpy road ahead for her. She's a diabetic and doesn't take care of herself at all! Her kidneys were starting to fail and she almost had to go on dialysis but thank god the medication got them working again.

I never knew either of my grandmas, one passed away before I was born and the other when I was 11 months old. I'm always so affraid that my mom won't get to see me have a baby :'( 

Two years ago today was the exact day we found out DH had azoospermia! I can still remember the gut wrenching feeling I had when he called me at work to tell me. He tried to tell me to just come home but I pulled it out of him over the phone. I remember we literally stayed in bed for 2 days. Today we have more hope that someday we'll be parents! I HATE April fools day!!! For me there is nothing funny about it!

Anyway, I think about you all often and pray that everyone gets their miracle baby soon!

Thanks for all the support! (((HUGS)))

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Re: Sorry i've been MIA :( I hate April Fools day!!

  • Thanks for letting me vent tonight.  I'm in much better spirits than I was earlier today.
    Me: 35 DH: 37 TTC since 4/2010
    DX: 6/9/2011: Azoo ICSI/IVF only option for biological child
    IVF #1: ER - 9/26 * ET - 10/1 * beta#1 10/13 - 140 * beta#2 10/17 - 477 * beta#3 10/20 - 1101
    1st u/s at 6w6d - one hb * 2nd u/s at 8w3d - no hb detected 11/10/11 * natural m/c 11/13/11
    FET #1 Jan/Feb 2012 - 3 delays - cancelled 2/13
    FET #1.2 - May/June 2012 - ET 6/6/* beta#1 6/15 - 95 * beta #2 6/19 - 322 * beta #3 6/22 - 940
    7/6 1st u/s @ 7 weeks - one beautiful hb - released from RE
    EDD 2/22/2013
    PAIF/SAIF/PGAL welcome
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    BabyFruit Ticker
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  • Hi!  I'm sorry you've had so much to deal with.  Glad to hear your Mom is on the road to recovery.  Hang in there, we're here for you.  Big ((hugs)).

     
    me 33/DH 36
    ttc since 10/2008; d/x: mild MFI, stageII endo
    ~~PAIF/SAIF Welcome~~
    11 IUI’s = 1 m/c (7w4d)
    IVF#1 January 2012 BFN, FET #1 April 2012 BFN
    Surprise BFP October 2012 m/c (7w), Surprise BFP April 2013 m/c (6w4d)
    IVF #2: July 2013, ET 1 embryo 7/18, beta 1 @ 14dp3dt - 757, beta 2 @ 16dp3dt - 1762
    U/S 1 @ 6w4d = 1 little frogger with HB of 118, U/S 2 @ 7w3d measuring right on track with HB of 160
    Stick Frogger Stick! Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!   It's a Girl, EDD April 7, 2014

    BabyFruit Ticker

  • Hey! I was wondering about you.  Glad to hear your Mom is doing better. As BeeBee said- Hang in there!  We're hear for ya! ; ) 
    ttc since 10-09 first visit with RE 09-10 ME-everything ok DH- AZOOSPERMIA...biopsy confirmed Sertoli Only Cell syndrome Donor IUI#4 was the charm (8-27-11) with 125iuFollistim/Ovidrel/Endometrin/PIO/vit D beta #1 9/8/11....BFP!!! : ) @ 47.7 beta...#2 9/15/11... 1,998 beta#3 9/22/2011- 27,900 Baby's hb seen @6w2d ! 1-3-2012 20 wk u/s everything lookin' good! Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • so glad your mom is doing better, sending some speedy recovery vibes her way.

    ((HUGS))

    azoo sucks

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    Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles, It empties today of its strength. ~Corrie ten Boom
    Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow. ~Mary Anne Radmacher (thank you beadinglady)

    It's been a long journey. TTC since 9/06. multiple IUI's and IVF's and 4 m/c's. IVF#3 = BFP, twins, induced at 34w6d due to baby b passing away (no explanation). Delivered on 35w1d, Baby A - baby girl, and Baby B - baby boy, our little angel.
    MTHFR A1298C & C677T, Immune Issues and Factor II
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