Late Term and Child Loss

25 weeks 2 days..& Logan's name in the sand (rainbow pregnancy mentioned)

Today I am 25 weeks 2 days with my rainbow baby girl...25 weeks 2 days....the same day during my pregnancy with Logan when my world turned completely upside down.  I spent all day yesterday on edge - questioning and doubting every single twinge, pressure, cramp, you name it.  Then last night in the middle of the night I woke up with some odd light cramps that went all the way through my girly bits (most likely pressure on my cerclage).  It was only on one side so I assume baby girl was sitting on a nerve or kicking my cervix, but it lasted for an hour.  My mind raced....my heart nearly stopped.  After a whole bottle of water and some benadryl I was able to fall asleep and I woke up this morning feeling fine, with the exception of the nightmares.... *sigh*  It's been a rough couple of days -- atleast inside my head and heart.  

Then I logged in a took a look at Christian's Beach photo's.  I couldn't find Logan anywhere on the waiting list and I began to panic.  Then I saw his name all the way to the left under "posts."  His name had been written recently and I hadn't realized it.  It just so happens that I looked this morning and there it was....my heart nearly skipped a beat at seeing his name.  It lifted my spirits a little. Here it is... https://namesinthesand.blogspot.com/2012/03/logan-lewis-collins.html

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Re: 25 weeks 2 days..& Logan's name in the sand (rainbow pregnancy mentioned)

  • Big big hugs...so proud of you for being so strong on such a hard day.  What a wonderful way for Logan to show you his support.
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  • ::love it:: thanks for this, lincoln and annaleise are there too and I didn't know it.
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  • ((Big hugs))



    My angel Avery- 2/16/12, My rainbow Blake= 3/4/13, Joyfully awaiting #3 5/11/15
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  • I'm so sorry you had a rough night!  That had to be terrifying...  Logan's photo is beautiful. 
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  • Sending you giant (((HUGS))) and thinking of you and your precious Logan today.
    Mom to Eliott Alexander, born sleeping at 37 weeks on 8/13/10. Most of us only dream of angels - I held one in my arms.
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    BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
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  • Huge hugs.  FWIW it sounds like lightning crotch which is going to be more severe with a cerclage.  You are right she is sitting on a funny nerve and it shoots pain. 

    I am sorry, I know it is scary.  Huge hugs and thoughts.  I am glad you saw his picture to cheer you up some.

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  • I am so sorry you had those nightmares, but what a sign from Logan. Absolutely beautiful. 
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  • I have been thinking about you lately and wondering how you were doing leading up to this scary milestone. Our stories are very simllar; it is reassuring for me to watch you progress through this pregnancy. I'm sure it is scary but you give me hope.

    Logan's picture is so beautiful!!

    BTW, what does Benadryl do? Sorry if this is a stupid Q.
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  • I thought of you yesterday and meant to reply.  I hope you made it through okay. How does today feel?
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
    IVF #1 BFP b/g twins!; loss at 23 weeks due to I.C. and PTL. IVF #2 BFP 5/26/12; due date 2/6/13; TAC surgery 7/20/12, blessed with another girl & boy! 

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