As soon as I got home from my D&C, I came home and figured out what my EDD would be if I were to O and get pregnant 2 weeks from now. Why do we do these things to ourselves?
It was a rough road, but Arlo Daniel was born April 1, 2013—and our second rainbow is due October 12, 2014.
As soon as I got home from my D&C, I came home and figured out what my EDD would be if I were to O and get pregnant 2 weeks from now. Why do we do these things to ourselves?
As soon as I got home from my D&C, I came home and figured out what my EDD would be if I were to O and get pregnant 2 weeks from now. Why do we do these things to ourselves?
I would have done the same thing. ((hugs)). Hope you're feeling well!
After 22 months TTC and the loss of our identical twins at 10w6d, we're excited about our rainbow baby!
Stick, baby, Stick!
Beta #1 (12dpo): 38.3; Beta #2 (15dpo): 202.7
Baby Girl born 1/17/13
As soon as I got home from my D&C, I came home and figured out what my EDD would be if I were to O and get pregnant 2 weeks from now. Why do we do these things to ourselves?
First, ((big hugs)) to you today.
I was doing SO well today. I was finally feeling better after the flu crap from last week, and I wasn't as depressed as I have been, so I was very productive today. All of the sudden, I got emotional and started crying. This would be no big deal but DH is coming home with his best friend any minute and they are moving a deep freezer into our basement. I may have to go hide upstairs if I can't get my emotions in check asap.
11/2010 Diagnosed with PCOS
10/31/11 M/C at 9 weeks 1/12/13 DD was born 4/9/16 DS was born 9/17 CP 6/23/18 BFP EDD 3/4/19
As soon as I got home from my D&C, I came home and figured out what my EDD would be if I were to O and get pregnant 2 weeks from now. Why do we do these things to ourselves?
I'm going to go ahead and blame my weird grammar on the painkillers. :P
It was a rough road, but Arlo Daniel was born April 1, 2013—and our second rainbow is due October 12, 2014.
As soon as I got home from my D&C, I came home and figured out what my EDD would be if I were to O and get pregnant 2 weeks from now. Why do we do these things to ourselves?
First, ((big hugs)) to you today.
I was doing SO well today. I was finally feeling better after the flu crap from last week, and I wasn't as depressed as I have been, so I was very productive today. All of the sudden, I got emotional and started crying. This would be no big deal but DH is coming home with his best friend any minute and they are moving a deep freezer into our basement. I may have to go hide upstairs if I can't get my emotions in check asap.
((Hugs)) to you, too! I say if you need to cry, get you butt upstairs and cry. More ((hugs)).
It was a rough road, but Arlo Daniel was born April 1, 2013—and our second rainbow is due October 12, 2014.
As soon as I got home from my D&C, I came home and figured out what my EDD would be if I were to O and get pregnant 2 weeks from now. Why do we do these things to ourselves?
{{{HUGS}}} First off I hope you are healing well, and taking it easy. Secondly, I do the exact same thing, Since my DR gave me the green light to TTC whenever and not have to wait, of course I tried to figure out due dates if I was to O in the next few weeks. Why do we torture ourselves?
BFP #1 on 11/28/2011 Miscarriage on 12/28/2011;
BFP #2 on 1/27/2012; Natural Miscarriage at 10 weeks on 3/10/2012;
BFP #3 on 5/10/2012; Miscarriage on 5/24/2012;
BFP #4 on 11/20/2012 due 7/28/2013---Miscarriage 12/21/2012
As soon as I got home from my D&C, I came home and figured out what my EDD would be if I were to O and get pregnant 2 weeks from now. Why do we do these things to ourselves?
{{{HUGS}}} First off I hope you are healing well, and taking it easy. Secondly, I do the exact same thing, Since my DR gave me the green light to TTC whenever and not have to wait, of course I tried to figure out due dates if I was to O in the next few weeks. Why do we torture ourselves?
((hugs)), Panacea. I still torture myself every single cycle and map out on my calendar what my EDD and major milestones will be if we're lucky for this to be our cycle... and then every cycle I have to erase those dates and change to new ones. I never learn.
My confession is that I'm sorry I've been MIA lately. I'm just feeling emotionally exhausted and haven't had the energy to be very supportive. I am always thinking of you ladies, though. I log on multiple times per day and have every intention of being active, but just can't. And I'm sorry for that.
This is really more of a TPT kind of vent, but since it's only Tuesday... I seriously want to kick every stupid man in the balls who I walk by and they say "Smile" or "Youde be so Beautiul if you just smiled". I don't want to Flucking smile, and I really don't give a *** if my frown is turning your day upside Down. Go mind your god damn business and leave me to sulk on my own.
Married My Love on 6/18/2006 BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11 BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013 Baby Boy Born 8/22/13
This is really more of a TPT kind of vent, but since it's only Tuesday... I seriously want to kick every stupid man in the balls who I walk by and they say "Smile" or "Youde be so Beautiul if you just smiled". I don't want to Flucking smile, and I really don't give a *** if my frown is turning your day upside Down. Go mind your god damn business and leave me to sulk on my own.
I've always hated that, too! It reeks of sexism to me. Nobody ever walks by a random man and tells him to smile.
It was a rough road, but Arlo Daniel was born April 1, 2013—and our second rainbow is due October 12, 2014.
Haven't been to the chiropractor since the mc and d&c and have been putting it off because I didnt want to rehash the whole thing with yet another person....But today, my back pain was so bad that I had to call in for an appt asap, so when the usual receptionist answered, she said, "Megan! We were worried about you! How are you and the baby?" That was my cue to crawl in a hole and die on the spot. At least its over now.....
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Haven't been to the chiropractor since the mc and d&c and have been putting it off because I didnt want to rehash the whole thing with yet another person....But today, my back pain was so bad that I had to call in for an appt asap, so when the usual receptionist answered, she said, "Megan! We were worried about you! How are you and the baby?" That was my cue to crawl in a hole and die on the spot. At least its over now.....
Oh, no. I'm so sorry you were blindsided like that. It hurts. ((hugs))
It was a rough road, but Arlo Daniel was born April 1, 2013—and our second rainbow is due October 12, 2014.
I checked out my BMBs today...My first EDD would've been May 5th and I'd be about 33 weeks. My second EDD was Sept 7 and I would've been around 14 weeks with that one. I find myself doing this every few weeks or so.
***BFP 1-22-13, baby boy dx with Trisomy 13 at 15 weeks.
We let him go to Heaven on 4-27-13 at 17 weeks 1 day***
I checked out my BMBs today...My first EDD would've been May 5th and I'd be about 33 weeks. My second EDD was Sept 7 and I would've been around 14 weeks with that one. I find myself doing this every few weeks or so.
I torture myself in a million different ways, but you couldn't pay me to go near my BMBs. ((hugs))
It was a rough road, but Arlo Daniel was born April 1, 2013—and our second rainbow is due October 12, 2014.
Also had physio with a different therapist today because mine is out of town. I had to tell him my history, and he was so sympathetic and told me his wife had 3 m/cs before they got their rainbow baby.
Married 07/17/2010 Diagnosed with PCOS 10/20/2010 TTC since Oct 2010 BFP #1 March 31st 2011 Due December 10 2011 Missed m/c discovered June 2nd 2011 at 12w4d D&C scheduled June 7th 2011 at 13w2d Found out our baby boy had Triploidy XXY through embryopathology BFP #2 September 28th 2011 Due June 8th 2012 Missed m/c discovered November 20th 2011 at 11w2d D&C November 29th 2011 at 12w4d Found out our baby girl had Monosomy X through embryopathology BFP #3 April 24th 2012 Due January 5th 2013 Betas falling on 04/26/12 Chemical Pregnancy RPL testing done, multi nodular goiters on thyroid discovered.
BFP #4 November 22nd 2012, Due August 5th 2013 Betas: 17 @ 9dpo, 62 @ 11dpo, 124 @ 12dpo, 321 @ 14dpo 720 @ 16dpo 13,805 @ 23 dpo First ultrasound at 6w3d, hb 122 bpm. Second ultrasound at 7w3d hb 143 bpm Third ultrasound at 10w1d hb 167-170 bpm Forth ultrasound 12w1d hb 167 bpm Graduated rpl program, moving on to regular ob! It's a boy!
Little man was born August 1st 2013, 7lbs 8oz and 20.5 inches long
I checked out my BMBs today...My first EDD would've been May 5th and I'd be about 33 weeks. My second EDD was Sept 7 and I would've been around 14 weeks with that one. I find myself doing this every few weeks or so.
I torture myself in a million different ways, but you couldn't pay me to go near my BMBs. ((hugs))
I know. I'm not sure what draws me to them sometimes. Today's a better day though.
***BFP 1-22-13, baby boy dx with Trisomy 13 at 15 weeks.
We let him go to Heaven on 4-27-13 at 17 weeks 1 day***
Re: Nightly Confessions
As soon as I got home from my D&C, I came home and figured out what my EDD would be if I were to O and get pregnant 2 weeks from now. Why do we do these things to ourselves?
((HUGS))
BFP #1: 8/2011 ** EDD: 5/9/2012 ** Missed m/c discovered at 13 weeks
BFP #2: 4/4/2012 ** EDD: 12/24/12 ** Born: Charlotte "Charlie" Olivia 12/18/2013, 8 lbs 1 oz, 21 inches!!!
BFP #1: 8/2011 ** EDD: 5/9/2012 ** Missed m/c discovered at 13 weeks
BFP #2: 4/4/2012 ** EDD: 12/24/12 ** Born: Charlotte "Charlie" Olivia 12/18/2013, 8 lbs 1 oz, 21 inches!!!
Stick, baby, Stick!
Beta #1 (12dpo): 38.3; Beta #2 (15dpo): 202.7
Baby Girl born 1/17/13
First, ((big hugs)) to you today.
I was doing SO well today. I was finally feeling better after the flu crap from last week, and I wasn't as depressed as I have been, so I was very productive today. All of the sudden, I got emotional and started crying. This would be no big deal but DH is coming home with his best friend any minute and they are moving a deep freezer into our basement. I may have to go hide upstairs if I can't get my emotions in check asap.
1/12/13 DD was born
4/9/16 DS was born
9/17 CP
6/23/18 BFP EDD 3/4/19
I'm going to go ahead and blame my weird grammar on the painkillers. :P
((Hugs)) to you, too! I say if you need to cry, get you butt upstairs and cry. More ((hugs)).
{{{HUGS}}} First off I hope you are healing well, and taking it easy. Secondly, I do the exact same thing, Since my DR gave me the green light to TTC whenever and not have to wait, of course I tried to figure out due dates if I was to O in the next few weeks. Why do we torture ourselves?
((hugs)), Panacea. I still torture myself every single cycle and map out on my calendar what my EDD and major milestones will be if we're lucky for this to be our cycle... and then every cycle I have to erase those dates and change to new ones. I never learn.
My confession is that I'm sorry I've been MIA lately. I'm just feeling emotionally exhausted and haven't had the energy to be very supportive. I am always thinking of you ladies, though. I log on multiple times per day and have every intention of being active, but just can't. And I'm sorry for that.
BFP #2 8/22/12 | EDD 5/5/13 | DS1 born 5/9/13
BFP #3 4/25/15 | EDD 1/7/16 | MMC 7/2/15 @ 13w1d | D&E 7/8/15
BFP #4 12/9/15 | EDD 8/22/16 | DS2 born 5/18/16 at 26w2d
Just keep swimming.
BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
I've always hated that, too! It reeks of sexism to me. Nobody ever walks by a random man and tells him to smile.
Oh, no. I'm so sorry you were blindsided like that. It hurts. ((hugs))
My Blog: One Emerald
BFP#1: 9-13-11 EDD: 5-26-12 MMC: 11-4-11 D&C: 11-8-11
BFP#2: 7-6-12 Elizabeth Faye ("Zuzu") born 3-21-13
***BFP 1-22-13, baby boy dx with Trisomy 13 at 15 weeks.
We let him go to Heaven on 4-27-13 at 17 weeks 1 day***
I torture myself in a million different ways, but you couldn't pay me to go near my BMBs. ((hugs))
Getting my tattoo tomorrow! Squeeeee!
Also had physio with a different therapist today because mine is out of town. I had to tell him my history, and he was so sympathetic and told me his wife had 3 m/cs before they got their rainbow baby.
Married 07/17/2010
Diagnosed with PCOS 10/20/2010
TTC since Oct 2010
BFP #1 March 31st 2011 Due December 10 2011
Missed m/c discovered June 2nd 2011 at 12w4d
D&C scheduled June 7th 2011 at 13w2d
Found out our baby boy had Triploidy XXY through embryopathology
BFP #2 September 28th 2011 Due June 8th 2012
Missed m/c discovered November 20th 2011 at 11w2d
D&C November 29th 2011 at 12w4d
Found out our baby girl had Monosomy X through embryopathology
BFP #3 April 24th 2012 Due January 5th 2013
Betas falling on 04/26/12 Chemical Pregnancy
RPL testing done, multi nodular goiters on thyroid discovered.
BFP #4 November 22nd 2012, Due August 5th 2013
Betas: 17 @ 9dpo, 62 @ 11dpo, 124 @ 12dpo, 321 @ 14dpo 720 @ 16dpo 13,805 @ 23 dpo
First ultrasound at 6w3d, hb 122 bpm.
Second ultrasound at 7w3d hb 143 bpm
Third ultrasound at 10w1d hb 167-170 bpm
Forth ultrasound 12w1d hb 167 bpm
Graduated rpl program, moving on to regular ob!
It's a boy!
Little man was born August 1st 2013, 7lbs 8oz and 20.5 inches long
I know. I'm not sure what draws me to them sometimes.
Today's a better day though.
***BFP 1-22-13, baby boy dx with Trisomy 13 at 15 weeks.
We let him go to Heaven on 4-27-13 at 17 weeks 1 day***