I will not lurk on other boards...

KDS1987 · March 2012

Seriously, I told myself I would not look on the "July 2012 Moms" board anymore for obvious reason. That one stings every time (duh).

I used to look at the PGAL board to give myself something to look forward to, but that lost its effect pretty quick.

Now I cant sleep and I was bored and looking at the other boards and some people need a high five in the face. Maybe I am just bitter that my TTC journey has not been the land of rainbows and unicorns that they are currently living in.

Sidenote, AF can go die. I waited anxiously to get my first AF post m/c (4 months.... really??). At this point it has been like a crime scene in my vagina for 9 days (TMI??? Probably).

Sorry this was basically just a random waste of your time!!! I will stop complaining now and try to go back to being a happy person.

pinktrojanbride120107 · March 2012

I was on the July 2012 boards too, and lurked a couple of times, but both times ended in tears. I totally know how you feel.

One day AF will stay away and we'll be able to bring home our rainbow babies. Until then, it is absolutely ok to vent and scream and cry.

katharine25 · March 2012

I hear you. I haven't gone on the June board in a few weeks, but last time I did, I unwittingly opened the hump day bump day thread. Ouch. For the most part though, I find I have no connection there anymore - their discussions are so far beyond what ie experienced now, i can't even relate slightly. I browse PgAL a lot - now I know a lot of girls there. That hurts more honestly, but it's a bittersweet type of pain.

My recommendation - when you're bored, lurk on a nest board - seeig girls b!tch about how the dog ate their shoe or debate a wall color hurts a lot less.

Kpsbabyzoe · March 2012

I'm sorry. I forced myself to stop lurking on my BMBs too...but every once in a while I fall victim to curiosity. Just don't do it!!

And I'm sorry AF is so rough for you...hope it gets easier soon!

MrsLele · March 2012

I still lurk on my BMB. Embarrassed I can't stop. I'm bitter, too.

I'm sorry AF is a rough one, hopefully your body is just adjusting itself and you'll be back to normal on the next cycle!

Allycat11 · March 2012

((hugs)) I absolutely avoid the June 2012 board.

ct103 · March 2012

I'm so sorry. I've lurked on the June 2012 board once and it made me want to throw up! The blind excitement and naivety were just too much to take. Never again. I can stand lurking on PgAL a little bit, but only until I get sad. Then I tell myself "at least I have TTCAL. That's a club for women just like me". We got your back!

JuddandJessica · March 2012

Yuck. No! I wouldn't touch my bmb with a stick right now. You are much braver than I am. Just hang out here for awhile.

aussiedaze · March 2012

katharine25:

My recommendation - when you're bored, lurk on a nest board - seeig girls b!tch about how the dog ate their shoe or debate a wall color hurts a lot less.

This is what I do! I love ML, b/c my IRL friend and I go on and then talk crap about all the girls. It's a great stress reliever!