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TTC After a Loss
bananers
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Feeling super emotional... waaaahhh
bananers
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Sorry, this is a super whiny AW post but I just need to vent.
DH is headed out of town for a week, starting tonight. We barely even said goodbye this morning since his flight wasn't leaving until 9 p.m. tonight and I was sure I'd get to spend some time with him after work before he had to go to the airport.
Well, he just texted me and told me the group he is going with wants to leave at 5, which means I won't be able to get home in time to see him off.
I'm already super emotional (stupid progesterone supplements), and now I'm sitting at work on the verge of tears because not only did I not get to really say goodbye, but I'll know in the next few days whether this cycle worked or was a bust, and he won't be here. I even tested this morning at 8dpo just in case I had a miracle early BFP so I could let him know in person before he leaves. Obviously BFN. That alone doesn't bother me since I knew it was 99% most likely too early. But I'm just sad that no matter which way this turns out in the next few days, I won't have him there to either celebrate or commiserate with me. I'm still not sure what I'll do if I do get a BFP - call him right away or wait until he gets home so I can tell him in person. I haven't told him when I'll be testing, but he could obviously do the math if he wanted to and figure it out.
Pity party for one? I miss him already.
BFP #1 10/6/11 | EDD 6/15/12 | MMC 11/7/11 @ 8w3d | D&C 11/14/11
BFP #2 8/22/12 | EDD 5/5/13 | DS1 born 5/9/13
BFP #3 4/25/15 | EDD 1/7/16 | MMC 7/2/15 @ 13w1d | D&E 7/8/15
BFP #4 12/9/15 | EDD 8/22/16 | DS2 born 5/18/16 at 26w2d
Just keep swimming.
BFP #2 8/22/12 | EDD 5/5/13 | DS1 born 5/9/13
BFP #3 4/25/15 | EDD 1/7/16 | MMC 7/2/15 @ 13w1d | D&E 7/8/15
BFP #4 12/9/15 | EDD 8/22/16 | DS2 born 5/18/16 at 26w2d
Just keep swimming.
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Re: Feeling super emotional... waaaahhh
Awww booo :-( (((hugs)))!
Do something nice for yourself tonite - watch a feel good or funny movie? Start a good book or curl up with some trashy mags?
Hoping this is YOUR cycle :-) GL!
Dx: balanced translocation and LPD
TTC since Oct 2011
BPF 02/19/12, EDD 10/31/12, natural m/c 02/28/12 (4w6d)
IVF (BCPs starting 10/30/12, ER 11/18/12, 5dt of 1 beautiful, healthy embryo 11/23/12)
BFP 12/02/12, u/s @ 6w,5d showed 2 HBs! Identical twins!!
Bed rest from 21w-35w due to short cervix, hospital bed rest from 23w-32w due to PTL
Our rainbows were born 07/19/13 (36w, 5d)
TTC since Aug 2011. BFP #1 on 10/28/2011 EDD of 07/02/2012 Natural MC on 11/22/2012 BFP #2 on 10/28/2012 EDD of 7/13/13 Judah Ari born on 7/11/13.
I love my rainbow baby!
Yep, me too! I'm sorry you're feeling so emotional ... And I am REALLY sorry you didn't get to tell him goodbye. But he'll be back, and you just enjoy your time to yourself until he is!
We lost our first (EDD 07/23/12) after finding out at 12 weeks there was no longer a heartbeat. Our rainbow was born 05/22/13 and was worth all we went through.
“So can you understand? Why I want a daughter while I’m still young? I wanna hold her hand and show her some beauty before all this damage is done. But if it’s too much to ask, it’s too much to ask … Then send me a son.” – Arcade Fire
That sucks bananers
(((HUGS))) I wish you were able to say a better goodbye to him. Maybe you could send him a sexy goodbye picture so that he knows he's missed 
We are here for you for when you test and get the news. I will celebrate with you by having a shot or drowning out the BFN with a shot since I'm totally out this cycle. Maybe you could hold off on testing until he gets back. I'd delete that since I know that's a crazy idea, but I'll leave it there as an idea
BFP #1 6.19.11 ~ EDD 2.23.12 ~ CP on 6.22.11
BFP #2 7.23.11 ~ EDD 3.28.12 ~ MC on 8.16.11
BFP #3 11.17.11~ EDD 7.31.12 ~ MC on 1.18.12
BFP #4 4.12.12 ~ EDD 12.25.12~ Born on 12.26.12
BFP#1 April 12, 2011, EDD December 24, 2011, strong heart beat at 7w3d, d&c at 10w6d
BFP#2 Oct 24, 2011, natural miscarriage, EDD unknown
After RPL testing my losses and subsequent infertility are considered unexplained.
Cycle #22: Femara, TI, and progesterone = BFP!!
BFP#3 Dec 21, 2012. Beta #1 @14dpo = 134, progesterone 67.8. Beta #2 @ 17dpo = 664! Team green, EDD 9/1/13, healthy baby boy born 9/12/13!
Congratulations to the fabulous KGS2003! Her sweet boys are here! Grow boys grow!!!
BFP #2 04/25/12 EDD 01/04/13(?) confirmed ectopic 05/16/12 6 wks 5 days 2 doses of MTX-Lost left tube on 05/25/12 Back to TTC, earlier than originally expected.
BFP #3 01/05/13 EDD 09/17/13 u/s 1/24/13-great appt, measuring 2 days ahead, NT scan 3/11/13-great scan measuring 4 days ahead, A/S 4/29/13-another great scan can't wait to meet my baby BOY!!!!!
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BFP#1: 9-13-11 EDD: 5-26-12 MMC: 11-4-11 D&C: 11-8-11
BFP#2: 7-6-12 Elizabeth Faye ("Zuzu") born 3-21-13
BFP #2 - 7/1/12 - Met my lucky charm Alexandra on 3-16-13!!!
This did make me smile, thanks! And thanks to all of you. It sounds silly, but even a bunch of virtual hugs really did make me feel better. You ladies rock. And ((hugs)) right back atcha.
BFP #2 8/22/12 | EDD 5/5/13 | DS1 born 5/9/13
BFP #3 4/25/15 | EDD 1/7/16 | MMC 7/2/15 @ 13w1d | D&E 7/8/15
BFP #4 12/9/15 | EDD 8/22/16 | DS2 born 5/18/16 at 26w2d
Just keep swimming.