Pregnant after IF

Can't stop worrying.

I'm 5w6d today. Last night I had some mild cramping but enough to keep me awake. I stayed home today so that i can get some extra rest. And i feel guilty using another sick day. My nurse keeps telling me that everything is right on track and that i should see a hb on Friday. Idk how that will be possible since last Friday RE saw a faint yolk sac. I guess it was just early. Im expecting to see the yolk sac myself this time around. I took on more hours at work so that I can keep my mind busy and save some money but then i worry that i should be getting more rest. I worry about every little twitch. I just want to go to bed and wake up with a healthy baby. Im hoping that we do see the hb and that brings me some peace of mind.
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Re: Can't stop worrying.

  • Oh Hun, I know exactly how you feel! I'm sure we all do! Every time I go to the restroom I hold my breath, and inspect the toilet paper. ( I know I'm crazy) After two losses I can't help but worry! Dh just tells me to enjoy every minute because the out come is out of our hands... Hang in there!

    Retrieval - 33 Eggs, 29 Fertilized, 14 Frosties
    IVF #1 - 3/17/2011 - 2 Blasts

    3/31/2011 - Beta #1 - 395 BFP
    4/04/2011 - Beta #2 - 1458
    4/8/2011 - Ultrasound - little bean measures 5wks 2dys
    4/9/2011 - Confirmed miscarriage
    FET #1 - 6/23/2011 - 2 blasts (already hatching)

    7/7/2011 - Beta #1 - BFN
    FET #2 - 8/18/2011 - 2 blasts

    9/1/2011 - Beta #1 - BFN
    Second Hysteroscopy - 9/15/2011

    Uterine Septum Found and Removed
    FET #3 - 11/23/2011 - 3 blasts, 1 already hatching

    12/7/2011 - Beta #1 - 193 BFP
    12/8/2011 - Beta #1.5 - 320
    12/9/2011- Beta #2 - 454
    12/16/2011- 2nd Miscarriage
    FET #4 - 3/1/2012 4 blasts

    3/12/2012 - Beta #1 454 BFP
    3/15/2012 - Beta #2 1520
    3/19/2012 - Beta #3 5000 plus
    3/20/2012 - Ultrasound #1 Triplets
    6/11/2012 - Expecting 2 Boys
    10/01/2012 - Welcome to the world Bryce and Charlie
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  • First of all, take off work if you have to. I'm on day 12 of taking off during my forced 24 hour bed rest. Boss is MAD, especially since I don't have a sub, but it will make me feel better! It's okay to worry. Just don't dr. google!

     

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  • I'm so sorry.  I know the feeling - I was the same way.  Cramping is totally normal early on, as long as it isn't severe or accompanied with bad back pain or bleeding.  GL with your u/s next week, hopefully that will ease your mind.  It's a shame what IF does to us, turning what should be the most amazing moments of our lives, into the most terrifying.  T&P to you.
    TTC with PCOS since November 2009
    IUI#1 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP, m/c
    IUI#2 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 5-9) = BFN
    IUI#3 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP!
    beta #1 11/23 = 270, P4 = 75
    beta #2 11/28 = 2055
    Our daughter E was born 7/29/2012!
    Surprise, our 2nd daughter P was born 5/22/14!
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