I am curious about whether any of you can relate to my current situation.
Is it kinda part of the pattern of being in TTCAL-land for a while that at some point you find you are feeling indifferent/numb about getting pregnant?
I'm on CD7 and didn't shed even a tiny tear about this last BFN/AF. But the cycle before that I was ugly crying daily for 3.5 weeks. I was barely functioning for almost an entire month because of my sadness about my losses and the fact that I was still unsuccessful in getting pregnant at that point.
I think it's really strange that in a matter of days, I went from such a dark, sad place to feeling indifferent about something I've been working towards for so long.
Is this just part of the TTCAL 6+ experience? Or perhaps a normal part of the TTC 1 year+ experience?
It's nice to have a break from wanting it so bad, but I'm not used to TTC in an environment where it isn't the single biggest focus in my life. Does anyone have any experience like this?