Trying to Get Pregnant

I can't imagine...(vent)

what you ladies who have been here for months and months go through.  I went off BCP in October and had a provera induced period about a month ago.  I have been temping and no sign of ovulation, or that my body is doing anything hormonal on its own since.  I constantly worry that something is wrong and years of BCP just covered it up.  My OBGYN just tells me to wait it out and I know that it takes a while to regulate after BCP, but I spend hours a day just feeling sick to my stomach with stress about it.  Days like this all I want to do it cry because I have no idea what is going on, and there is nobody in my life who I can talk to that really understands that.  My DH is great, but he can't really understand, and the only women in my life who are at a point where they would be TTGP, are already KU, my best friend in the first month they were trying.  So, again, I have only been on here for a little while, and, as I am sitting here feeling sad and sorry for myself, I am thinking about the rest of you ladies and the moments like these I am sure many of you have had...and I just want to give you all a hug...cheesy, I know...

That's my vent...maybe my body is doing something hormonal after all...

Me: 27 DH: 32
TTC since 10/2011
Off BCP 10/2011
Cycle 1:110 days-Provera ended
Cycle 2:57 days-natural AF
Cycle 3:96 days-Provera ended to begin first treatment cycle
7/12:SA-"Normal" Count:47 million Motility:75% Morph:3%
7/12: Provera+50mg Clomid+Ovidrel+TI+Progesterone=BFN
8/12:50mg Clomid+Ovidrel+TI+Progesterone=???

Re: I can't imagine...(vent)

  • I was in your shoes last year. There were days I just sat down and cried. It was the worse feeling ever. I reallyhope you get things regulated soon and get your BFP before you know it!
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  • I feel ya...my periods were very regular, until we started TTC.  Last fall I had a 70 some day cycle, right now I am on 61 or 62.  I know everyone that's TTC gets frustrated, but right now I would kill for a regular cycle where I can see consistent O each month.  At least then, even with continual BFN, a new cycle starts fairly quicky and new hope can be gained with each cyle.  But right now I am stuck....don't know when I will O, if I will O, when this cycle will ever end. 

    But I had hope today, I recently started using an ovulation microscope rather than OPKs.  You look at your saliva each day through the scope and look for a ferning pattern (like crystilized frost/ice on a window) to indicate ovulation.  I saw quite a bit of ferning this morning so I am so excited.  Hopefully O is really coming.

    Hang in there, I know it's tough, but just know any day could be the day you O and can get another shot at conceiving.  GL!

    Lilypie - (fm2j)

    Lilypie - (YesX)

     My Pregnancy/Parenting BLOG TTC since 5/2011, BFP #1 12/3/11, M/C 12/7/11 @ 4wks 2d. Began seeing RE Sep 2012. October 2012 Metformin 1500 mg= ovulation on CD34 BFP#2 11/14/12 9DPO, EDD 7/26/13, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks, our angel born sleeping 3/24/13 @ 22wks 2d. BFP #3 7/4/13 8DPO EDD 3/22/14, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks. started insulin @16 wks.  Our rainbow, born 3/19/14 @ 39wks 6d., we're so in love!

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  • I'm so sorry you are going through that. ((hugs))
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  • Thanks ladies Smile...I needed that today.

    Me: 27 DH: 32
    TTC since 10/2011
    Off BCP 10/2011
    Cycle 1:110 days-Provera ended
    Cycle 2:57 days-natural AF
    Cycle 3:96 days-Provera ended to begin first treatment cycle
    7/12:SA-"Normal" Count:47 million Motility:75% Morph:3%
    7/12: Provera+50mg Clomid+Ovidrel+TI+Progesterone=BFN
    8/12:50mg Clomid+Ovidrel+TI+Progesterone=???

  • Aw Concord- I can definitely relate.  I am on CD61 and on Day 3 of Prometrium to start my first AF since going off BCP at the beginning of Jan.  It's VERY frustrating, as my chart also shows no O, but I have gotten several + OPKs, so I'm all worried that I have PCOS.

    My Gyno says that after my prometrium induced cycle, if I don't start a new AF on my own in a reasonable about of time, then I have to come in to be checked out for further issues. PRAYING there is nothing wrong!

    GL!

    ***siggy warning***

    Off BCP December 2011, TTC #1 
    Me: Lean PCOS/Annovulatory April 2012 {} DH: SA- Normal!
    3 Clomid Cycles - 2 of them non-responsive
    HSG: Clear Tubes, Complete Septate Uterus - Septum Resection 100% successful!
    Stage 1 endo found & removed
    November 2012 - Femara 5mg CD3-7 + TI = no response
    IUI #1 - Femara 7.5mg CD 3-7 + Follistim + IUI = BFN
    IVF#1 3/2013 - 20R, 20M, 20F WOAH! 5dt of one perfect embie = BFFN
    FET #1 5/2013 - 6dt of 2 perfect, hatching embies = FIRST EVER BFP!!!
    ITS TWINS! two BOYS! Blockage in Baby B discovered at 12wks. no h/b following week. Baby A still perfect. 
    C born 2.2014 and the love of our lives!
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