So my triggers have changed. It is so weird. It used to be all baby girls while that is still an issue for me my biggest trigger lately has been seeing little girl sisters that could be possibly 3 or 4 years apart. I watched a movie called Dream house and the girls were like 3 and 6 and they (spoiler) get killed I found myself crying hysterically I was so upset. I suppose one because they didn't make it and also that they are so close in age and my girls would have been like that too. I watched Poltergiest and when the little girl Carol Ann was missing I had a panic attack I have seen that movie hundreds of times. It is so weird how my triggers have gone so weird.
I miss my baby girl and wish she was here with her big sister Riley so they could grow up together and play together. I hate that this is our new life.
Heather
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