TTC After a Loss

Nightly Confessions

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BFP #1: 8/2011 ** EDD:  5/9/2012 **  Missed m/c discovered at 13 weeks

BFP #2: 4/4/2012 ** EDD:  12/24/12 ** Born: Charlotte "Charlie" Olivia   12/18/2013, 8 lbs 1 oz, 21 inches!!!  


Re: Nightly Confessions

  • Fully dressed in gym clothes but I probably won't actually make it to the gym because it's raining.  
    Married since 7/25/2009
    BFP #1 9/25/2011 | EDD 6/1/2012 | M/C 10/26/2011 at 8w6d
    BFP #2 3/13/2012 | EDD 11/23/2012
    9DPO hcg: 45; Prog: 41 | 14DPO hcg: 694 | 17DPO hcg: 2733 | 28DPO hcg: 53,006
    First u/s 4/13 showed a beating heart! Second u/s 5/2 showed a HB of 163! Let's GROW, baby!
    He's here! Kellen born 11/16/12 - 8 lbs 8 oz 22 inches long via scheduled c-section (breech baby, gestational diabetes mama)
  • Woke up late almost missed our eye doctor appointment, Sat around and vegged all day and just got a call from a client that I forgot all about today. Today was not my day.
    Me(26)DH(33)
    TTC for #1 since Jan 2010
    BFP #1 Oct 1 2010 MC Oct 3 2010
    DX PCOS w/ AO Nov 2011
    3 rounds of Clomid all BFN
    BFP #2 10/12/12 Beta #1 45.1 Beta #2 160.7 * 2/27 diagnosed with IEF in utero.
    Dalaney born @ 35w2d via emergency C-section due to Pre-E after 30 hrs of labor & losing her HB twice. She weighed 5lbs 8oz & was 19in long on May 26th 2013 @ 605am

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    "Severe truth is expressed with some bitterness."
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  • Not only am I cheating at Words with Friends (right NOW) but I'm doing it while at work with another coworker.

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    TTC Baby Rob #1 05/07, BFP 06/07, EDD 02/22/08, Baby Jackaroo born via c-section after 22 hours of labor on 02/27/08
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    TTC Baby Rob #2 06/11 BFP 11/06/11 EDD 07/16/12 Natural M/C 11/25/11 @ 6w3d
    Baby Rob #2 (Sloane), in our hearts always.
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    Here comes Baby Rob #3
     BFP on Cycle 17 09/27/12. EDD 06/04/12! Please Stick Baby! A/S 01/22/13 Baby looking great. Officially TEAM BLUE! Jack is getting a Baby Brother! RCS scheduled for 05/29/13. William Daryll born at 9:59am on 05/29/13. Left ovary and tube removed due to peach sized tumor found during RCS. Pathology came back benign!



  • I cancelled on a friend tonight and blamed it on the weather, when really I just wanted to get home early I get in a baby dance. I also left work early and told my boss it was due to road conditions, but it was really to just give the sperm a few hour head start :-/
    Married My Love on 6/18/2006
    BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
    BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
    BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
    BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
    BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
    <3 Baby Boy Born 8/22/13 <3
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  • I am seriously jealous that DH gets to go out for the whole weekend and I am stuck at home with DD to do NOTHING! I haven't gotten a break since like July. I could really really use one. So while DH is out at his tournament having fun with his friends I will break the rules and enjoy some wine!
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  • If someone I have to walk by looks like they might stink, I hold my breath.
    Mom to Eliott Alexander, born sleeping at 37 weeks on 8/13/10. Most of us only dream of angels - I held one in my arms.
    BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
    BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
    Too beautiful for this earth
    BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
  • I have 2 tonight. 

    1. I HATE Tom Cruise & Nicole Kidman because I think they are a horrible example of adoptive parents. They used to be these loving parents, but once they each had bio children it?s like Connor & Isabella ceased to exist. You rarely see the kids pictured with either parent, yet Suri, Sunday & Faith are always seen with them. WTF?!

    2. If I get told one more time by family members who are well aware of our kid situation that we are so "lucky" to get to go on this trip I'm going to flip my freaking lid. Do they not realize that we are taking this trip because after 4 years of failed attempts to have a family we're pretty maxed out?

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    My Old Blog | My Chart | TTCAL Shenanigans
    ♥BFP #1 "Spawn"- 02/23/11 | EDD: 11/01/11 | natural m/c 03/20/11 @7w5d♥
    ♥BFP #2 "Offspring"- 11/10/12 | EDD: 07/25/13 | incomplete m/c 12/14/12 @8w1d | D&C 12/21/12♥
    ♥BFP #3 "Progeny" - 02/16/15 | It's a BOY!! | EDD: 10/17/15 | BD: 10/23/15
    All AL Always Welcome

  • I wear daily disposable contacts because I'm lazy. The idea of ever taking out and storing contacts again freaks me out.


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  • My dh went to Seattle yesterday and brought me home 8 slices of cheesecake but now I am craving munchies mix.


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    Married 07/17/2010
    Diagnosed with PCOS 10/20/2010 
    TTC since Oct 2010 
    BFP #1 March 31st 2011 Due December 10 2011 
    Missed m/c discovered June 2nd 2011 at 12w4d
    D&C scheduled June 7th 2011 at 13w2d
    Found out our baby boy had Triploidy XXY through embryopathology
    BFP #2 September 28th 2011 Due June 8th 2012
    Missed m/c discovered November 20th 2011 at 11w2d
    D&C November 29th 2011 at 12w4d
    Found out our baby girl had Monosomy X through embryopathology
    BFP #3 April 24th 2012 Due January 5th 2013
    Betas falling on 04/26/12 Chemical Pregnancy
    RPL testing done, multi nodular goiters on thyroid discovered.

    BFP #4 November 22nd 2012, Due August 5th 2013
    Betas: 17 @ 9dpo, 62 @ 11dpo, 124 @ 12dpo, 321 @ 14dpo 720 @ 16dpo 13,805 @ 23 dpo 
    First ultrasound at 6w3d, hb 122 bpm. 
    Second ultrasound at 7w3d hb 143 bpm 
    Third ultrasound at 10w1d hb 167-170 bpm 
    Forth ultrasound 12w1d hb 167 bpm 
    Graduated rpl program, moving on to regular ob! 
    It's a boy! 

    Little man was born August 1st 2013, 7lbs 8oz and 20.5 inches long



  • imageVeganlady:
    imageLaTi07:

    2. If I get told one more time by family members who are well aware of our kid situation that we are so "lucky" to get to go on this trip I'm going to flip my freaking lid. Do they not realize that we are taking this trip because after 4 years of failed attempts to have a family we're pretty maxed out?

    I'm sure this is because they're trying to find a silver lining and doing it poorly, rather than because they're azzholes.

    ((hugs))

    You're probably right, but I just wish everyone would just shut their pie hole.


    My Old Blog | My Chart | TTCAL Shenanigans
    ♥BFP #1 "Spawn"- 02/23/11 | EDD: 11/01/11 | natural m/c 03/20/11 @7w5d♥
    ♥BFP #2 "Offspring"- 11/10/12 | EDD: 07/25/13 | incomplete m/c 12/14/12 @8w1d | D&C 12/21/12♥
    ♥BFP #3 "Progeny" - 02/16/15 | It's a BOY!! | EDD: 10/17/15 | BD: 10/23/15
    All AL Always Welcome

  • I have a ravenous insatiable hunger today.  I had baked ziti at 6pm and just wolfed down a whole bunch of cheerios cause I was hungry again.  I really want some oreos....what is wrong with me?!

    3 ectopic pregnancies (EDD's 1/30/12-tube removed, 6/2/12-methotrexate and 10/2/12-methotrexate)
    IVF and Natural FET resulted in BFN's and a hole in our wallets
    Natural BFP #4 on 9/7/12 gave us our miracle on 5/18/13
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  • I was probably a *** to more ppl then I should have been today. I was just so annoyed with few select ppl, that I could see myself taking it out on others. I was good enough to realize it and appologize for it, but it was afetr the fact. Oh well... I'm off the next two days, so I'll be colled off by then
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  • I put toothpaste on my face tonight. my face is breaking out like crazy.. stupid BCPs.. I remember putting toothpaste on breakouts when I was a kid to dry them out. I don't remember if it actually worked but right now I'll try anything.. my face looks like that of a 14 year old..
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  • I have an awful headache from crying on and off all day.  I read the tagline to delino's post alerting msgaines as "Migraines" and thought, who would pick such an unfortunate screen name?

  • I stopped and got cannoli for dessert tonight. I really need to get back to eating healthy but it just sounded so good...and tasted good too!
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    TTC Since June 2009 
    BFP #1 - 1/15/12, EDD 9/21/12, Missed M/C - 2/10/12 - I miss you Sapphire!

    BFP #2 - 7/1/12 - Met my lucky charm Alexandra on 3-16-13!!!


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    AL always welcome! 

  • imageJessiebug81:
    imageraashton:

    I have an awful headache from crying on and off all day.  I read the tagline to delino's post alerting msgaines as "Migraines" and thought, who would pick such an unfortunate screen name?

    Sad  What's going on?

     Pg Mentioned...

     

     

     

    My sister that's pg is in the hospital being monitored for potentially pre-eclampsia (luckily if that have to take the baby, she's only 2 weeks or so from her due date.) FF took my crosshairs so I am free floating again, and the jealousy is eating away.  It just sucks.  You're so sweet to ask!

  • imageraashton:

    I have an awful headache from crying on and off all day.  I read the tagline to delino's post alerting msgaines as "Migraines" and thought, who would pick such an unfortunate screen name?

    Ha!  I was coming down off of one yesterday!  And I want some of Delino's ziti!

    imageimageLilypie - Personal pictureLilypie Angel and Memorial tickers BFP 6/12/11, MMC@ around 9wks, D&C 8/23/11 at 12wks BFP#2 Jan 2012 CP 1/19/12 **Miss you baby*** PGAL/PAL Very Welcome For I know the plans I have for you,
  • imageraashton:
    imageJessiebug81:
    imageraashton:

    I have an awful headache from crying on and off all day.  I read the tagline to delino's post alerting msgaines as "Migraines" and thought, who would pick such an unfortunate screen name?

    Sad  What's going on?

     Pg Mentioned...

     

    My sister that's pg is in the hospital being monitored for potentially pre-eclampsia (luckily if that have to take the baby, she's only 2 weeks or so from her due date.) FF took my crosshairs so I am free floating again, and the jealousy is eating away.  It just sucks.  You're so sweet to ask!

    I am sorry, big hugs to you.  Pre-e is so scary sounding.  Let us know how it goes.

    imageimageLilypie - Personal pictureLilypie Angel and Memorial tickers BFP 6/12/11, MMC@ around 9wks, D&C 8/23/11 at 12wks BFP#2 Jan 2012 CP 1/19/12 **Miss you baby*** PGAL/PAL Very Welcome For I know the plans I have for you,
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