so not really dilated...

or i should just have a male examine me every time.  i went in for my weekly internal - same doc usually bc i will only go to 2 out of the 5 in the practice - and first said "cervix is closed" but then after i was like "wait whope, this was a big deal this weekend in the ER" he prodded around and was like "a fingertip dilated - maybe a centimeter, that's it.".  and my cervix hadnt changed and still felt long.  i just feel better about it now, although the MFM was worried about it yesterday at all and my NST was great.

32 1/2 weeks and i just want to make it to 34.  ideally 37 but now i feel like i need to take it week by week, almost day by day with this gallbladder crap.