I'm Officially A...
Sunrise6
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100% bitter TTCALer. I don't know if it's because of the Snooki news (and all others like her that get to keep their babies), the frienemy on FB who has been posting a countdown for her anatomy scan today, that I'm on CD3 today of the third month trying, or the fact that my EDD is only 2 months away and all the Easter crap is out (my EDD is Easter). The only good thing about today is that I stocked up on the Reese's eggs so that I can wallow my bitterness in yummy chocolate and peanut butter. Just had to get that out. The next time someone comes here and calls us bitter, I'll proudly own up to it and then give them a swift kick in the arse due to it 
Not to mention, my dog bit the crap out of my arm on Monday (one of the suckiest days I've had lately) and it looks nasty. It's absolutely gorgeous outside and we are going to enjoy the day. I'm wearing a short sleeve shirt and it looks hideous but honey badger (me) don't give a sh!t
Re: I'm Officially A...
Not at 100% yet. Maybe 85%. But I am getting there.
Hugs sweetie! I will be thinking of you often as my EDD is in April too.
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BFP #1: 12/2009 m/c 1/2010 BFP #2: 6/2010 m/c 8/2010
BFP #3: 10/2011 ectopic 11/2011 (right tube removed, learned left tube was probably nonfunctional due to scar tissue from infection after m/c)
3 failed IUIs, IVF #1: 18R, 12M, 10F, 3 poor quality 5d embryos transferred= BFP #4!!!!!
Betas: 9dp5dt: 64 ~14dp5dt: 91 (expecting miscarriage, doubling time of 236 hours) ~16dp5dt: 200~18dp5dt: 500
First Ultrasound at 6w2d revealed two sacs, only one with a heartbeat
LK arrived after 42 weeks on August 14, 2013! Beautiful, healthy, and happy!
TTC#2: IVF booked for April 2015
Surprise BFP#5 February 19, 2015 EDD: November 2, 2015
Betas: 10dpo: 10, 14dpo: 77, 17dpo: 270
First Ultrasound at 5w1d showed a miracle UTE baby! And right ovary ovulation to left fallopian tube.
JD arrived at 38 weeks on October 20, 2015.
TTC #3: Since October 2017. BFP #6 July 2, 2018 EDD: March 16, 2019 [/spoiler]
Sorry you are having a rough week. I understand being close to EDD and what not... next month is the anniversary of my loss and burial of my Angel. I will be boycotting all stores with food to avoid the massive amounts of candy that I will want to sit around eating!
Enjoy your peanut butter eggs and hope you feel better! ((Hugs))
Thanks ladies! I have eaten at least 6 of the eggs - I got a huge bag at Sam's Club yesterday. (((HUGS))) to all of you!
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♥BFP #1 "Spawn"- 02/23/11 | EDD: 11/01/11 | natural m/c 03/20/11 @7w5d♥
♥BFP #2 "Offspring"- 11/10/12 | EDD: 07/25/13 | incomplete m/c 12/14/12 @8w1d | D&C 12/21/12♥
♥BFP #3 "Progeny" - 02/16/15 | It's a BOY!! | EDD: 10/17/15 | BD: 10/23/15♥
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Nothing wrong with being bitter. On a regular basis, pre-TTCAL I said I hated people. Now, I'm even more sure that people suck.
I believe peanut butter and chocolate make things good in the world.
BFP #2 04/25/12 EDD 01/04/13(?) confirmed ectopic 05/16/12 6 wks 5 days 2 doses of MTX-Lost left tube on 05/25/12 Back to TTC, earlier than originally expected.
BFP #3 01/05/13 EDD 09/17/13 u/s 1/24/13-great appt, measuring 2 days ahead, NT scan 3/11/13-great scan measuring 4 days ahead, A/S 4/29/13-another great scan can't wait to meet my baby BOY!!!!!
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TTC since April 2010
BFP #1 – March 2011, missed m/c April 2011
BFP #2 – October 2011, m/c November 2011
Surprise BFP #3 – December 2011, diagnosed as cornual, terminated January 2012
BFP #4 – June 2012, m/c July 2012
Diagnosed with bicornuate ute and MTHR gene mutation
BFP #5 – October 2012, missed m/c November 2012
BFP #6 – January 2013, m/c March 2013
No longer TTC. Diagnosis: Hostile ute. Heartbroken and bitter. Pursuing surrogacy.
June 2013 - Carrier found! Could this really happen?!
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Because of the great "Snow"vember of 2015, my medicated cycle was cancelled. However, we were blessed with our little rainbow baby due on 8/14/15! Baby J had other plans and decided to make his grand ole entrance on 7/4/2015!
Surprise! Our little girl entered this world on 12/8/2016 after her eviction notice was long past due. Our little turkey baby turned into a snow baby!
Ugh. That Easter stuff is a killer. DH and I were wandering Target a couple of weeks ago when I was still pregnant, fantasizing about the Easter basket we were going to get to make out LO next year. Now everything pastel is making me ill.
Hang in there. And, keep eating chocolate.
I feel ya hun...hang in there
BFP #1 6.19.11 ~ EDD 2.23.12 ~ CP on 6.22.11
BFP #2 7.23.11 ~ EDD 3.28.12 ~ MC on 8.16.11
BFP #3 11.17.11~ EDD 7.31.12 ~ MC on 1.18.12
BFP #4 4.12.12 ~ EDD 12.25.12~ Born on 12.26.12
This. I am so sorry....but I hope that the chocolate helps a little!
I am right there with you, I am not at 100% just yet but June will be the second anniversary of our EDD. It just seems like everyday is worse my hopes get lower.
My Jenvy level is about a million.
Hugs sweets.
Jenn
IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
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I am right there with you - my birthday is the 30th and was due on the 8th.
I have officially eaten 10 of the PB eggs and will have something good for dessert tonight as well!
Thanks again for all your support ladies! You are amazing and I don't know what I'd do without you! (((HUGS)))