My loss - new here
I have a beautiful 18mo DD, and we were TTC for 4 months when I got pregnant again. I had a m/c before my DD was born, so I was already nervous. First appointment was at 4w6days. Had betas done and they were only 33. Before I got results from the 2nd beta draw, I m/c at 5w2days. That was on Saturday night, and I appear to be done with the heavy bleeding/passing clots, and now it's just spotting. Have my f/u tomorrow to make sure everything is progressing as it should. I'm just anxious to start TTC again. Emotionally, DH and I are both at peace. I still get waves of sadness, especially because my BFF was also pregnant and due within 2 weeks of me. But I do believe that things happen for a reason, and if it wasn't meant to be, we have to buck up and try again.
After spending a lot of time reading all your posts, this board seems to be full of very supportive and understanding women. It's nice to know there are people out there experiencing what I've gone through, who can relate to all the emotions that go along with everything.
Re: My loss - new here
*BFP 10/15/11*CP 10/18/11*
*BFP 2/1/12*EDD 10/14/12*natural M/C 2/24/12 7w*
*BFP 5/2/12*E born 01/03/13 (her due date)
Im so sorry for your loss. I feel like our stories are closely related. I have a 16mo old DS & on the 4th mo of TTC, found out we were expecting. Our loss was first suspected at 5w3d.
Anyway, I felt like I was reading my story while reading this & just wanted to offer you my support. I'm encouraged by your outlook on the road towards TTC again!
Best of luck to you!
So sorry for your loss. I hope your follow-up appointment goes well.
I also feel anxious to TTC again, but I believe that given enough time to heal, it will be successful. I wish you nothing but the best on your journey.
thank you all for your kind words. Attalove, that's eerie how similar our stories are!
DD1 EDD 08/18/01, born 08/03/2001 ~ 9lbs 10oz, 21.5 in
DS1 EDD 4/30/2004, born 05/04/2004 ~ 10lbs, 22 in
mc 02/14/12 @ 5 weeks
DD2 EDD 12/25/12, born 12/30/12 ~ 10lbs 11oz, 21.25 in
mc 12/05/15 @ 12 weeks
Cautiously expecting 12/02/16
DD1 born 5/24/10.
Missed M/C at 14 wks Feb 2012.
DD2 born 5/14/13.
Missed M/C at 9 wks July 2015.
BFP #3: 01/28/12, EDD: 09/23/12, MMC (BO), D&C 2/16/12 at 6.5 wks
BFP #4: 05/23/12, EDD: 01/31/12, Early MC at 5 wks
RPL Workup: + LPD (7DPO Prog = 7.8, Endometrial Bx = out of phase)
Elevated Alpha 2-glycoprotein IgA and antiphosphatidylserine IgM -->
Hematologist said not to worry and no need for treatment!
Dx: LPD
Cycle #1(08/2012): Clomid 50 mg CD3-7, Ovidrel CD13 + Progesterone = It worked!
BFP #5 on 09/10/12 (11 DPO). HCG #1 @ 14DPO = 131.6 HCG #2 @ 16DPO = 509
EDD: 05/23/2013
BFP #2: 1.30.12 - missed m/c found on 2.27.12 - D&C 3.1.12 @8w