still waiting
pkaren
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I had my second u/s to confirm the empty sac yesterday. It was easier the second time bc this time I wasn't expecting anything. It was still a hard day. I don't think my Dr has the results yet, I haven't heard from them. I should be 13w this week and I don''t know when the embryo actually died. The sac measures at 7.2w. I just want to get this nightmare over with. I'm having so much anxiety wondering if I'll naturally miscarry, I think I want to have a D&C and get it over with. I keep checking the phone to see if the Dr has called.
I went back to work today too. Everybody was awesome and respectfully kept their distance while quietly offering their ears if I needed to talk. This loss has made me grateful for the wonderful people in my life. I want to move on, but I feel like there's a rock in my chest. I get waves of sadness and wish I could just still be pregnant.
Thanks for listening. You guys are amazing too and are really helping me get through this. 
D&C: 03/08/12 Waited for AF for 146 long days!
Hysteroscopy/D&C on July 10th to fix blocked cervix (DX: Cervical Stenosis)
BFP #2 12/8/12, EDD 08/21/13 Our rainbow arrived 08/24/13!
Re: still waiting
So sorry your going though this, and I totally understand how you're feeling.
I hope your Dr. Calls you back soon. After my D&C I definitely felt closure.
T&P' s for you tonight.
BFP #3: 01/28/12, EDD: 09/23/12, MMC (BO), D&C 2/16/12 at 6.5 wks
BFP #4: 05/23/12, EDD: 01/31/12, Early MC at 5 wks
RPL Workup: + LPD (7DPO Prog = 7.8, Endometrial Bx = out of phase)
Elevated Alpha 2-glycoprotein IgA and antiphosphatidylserine IgM -->
Hematologist said not to worry and no need for treatment!
Dx: LPD
Cycle #1(08/2012): Clomid 50 mg CD3-7, Ovidrel CD13 + Progesterone = It worked!
BFP #5 on 09/10/12 (11 DPO). HCG #1 @ 14DPO = 131.6 HCG #2 @ 16DPO = 509
EDD: 05/23/2013
I'm sorry for your loss. I would call the doctor in the morning and ask for your results, as well as any further recommendations based on the blood work. You could even ask your doctor when the embryo died if that will give you some closure or reduce anxiety. You're allowed to ask anything you want!
I'm waiting, too, if that gives you any support. I'm glad the people around you are awesome.
Cycle 9: BFP 5-3-12:EDD 1-24-13 It's a girl! Born 12-27-12