Today my precious baby would have turned one. We did different special things too remember him & celebrate his life. We brought a big bouque of ballons too his grave, We also bought some to release which amazingly they went right through the trees

& didn't get stuck. We mad his resting place so sparkly with tons of confetti & pretty momentums that we all picked out, different little toys & things. My son & I made cupcakes for him & I was so suprised as how well my son handled it. He told everyone today is his brothers birthday & do they want a cupcake for his birthday. When we picked out toys & balloons for the baby he was very into picking stuff for little brother & wasn't the least bit selfish, all he could think of was his baby brother that was just so precious too me. My 4 year old has seriously been my little rock through all of this hes better than a counselor its awesome how gorwn up he is about it & actually talks to me & knows automatically whats wrong if he sees me crying I love my sons both Baby Caiden & Xavier with everything & my new little one inside I can't wait too finally hold you in my arms....
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Re: Today Caiden wouldv'e turned 1
I have tears, this is so beautiful, you have wonderful children. Big (((hugs))) and lots of love to you, Caiden and his siblings. Happy birthday sweet Caiden!!
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Congrats to Heatherhah! Baby girl has finally arrived!
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BFP #2 - Sylvie V. Q. born and died on 10.28.11 at 21w.
BFP #3 - Evie V. Q. Fetal demise @ 16w. DC 7.8.12
BFP #4 - Beatrix V. Q. Born 6.2.13 at 23w6d.
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BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
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BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
Are kids are so precious, I think there the best medicine for healing. Xavier keeps his memory going hes always bringing him up too its nice to know that are older children actually understand & miss are babies as much as we do & it really helps to be able to grieve freely around them but he inspires me to get up & keep on going. Hugs too you all & thanks for all the support