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Feeling like I got hit by a train

Nakita37Nakita37 member
in Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss

Hi all

  I had a m/c 2/01 and starting today I have been crying non stop.  I realize now that during the m/c I cried once and that was when the m/c started and have been feeling ok since just a feeling of profound sadness.  I also noticed that I have been getting angry easily while at work.  Anyone experience this?  Perhaps I have been holding my grief in too much to the point where I dont feel it and its now starting to bubble up?  I feel that I should be feeling better by now.  Any advice is greatly appreciated.  Thanks ladies! 

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Re: Feeling like I got hit by a train

  • edinger3edinger3 member
    I'm sorry you're going through this.  Your emotions actuallly sound pretty normal.  Everyone grieves differently, so it's a "see how it goes" process.  Eventually, things will get better.  Just remember to feel every emotion & keep a support system going to get you through this.
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  • AlbahAlbah member
    Hope the emotional roller coaster starts to ease out for you! I'm going through the same thing. Some days I'm better than others. The tears just come out on their own at times. Besides it being something difficult and sad, I also attribute it to the hormones I'm still producing. Time will help and definitely keeping positive people around you! 
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  • Nakita37Nakita37 member

    So sorry for your loss.  I know exactly how you feel.  One moment I am fine then then the next moment I'm crying and I too think the hormones are also further affecting my emotions.  Did you take any time off from work?  I am hopefully going to go on leave for 10-14 days starting tomorrow, I want to be at my best mentally and emotionally for work.

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  • jonesdouglasjonesdouglas

    So sorry you are going through this, and yes I know exactly how you feel.

    My advice would be to cry when you need to. You cant hold your grief inside because it wont allow you to heal.

    Take time for yourself. I still have my moments. One day I barely think about my loss, and the next I feel like it started all over again. It's the grieving process-you will feel all kinds of emotions.

    ((hugs)) It will get better with time-promise! 

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  • MWoodsideMWoodside member
    im sorry for your loss. your feelings seem normal. everyone grieves dofferently. ive cried every day so far except today. im sure ill cry again though. something will strike me and it will happen. and thats ok. what we have all been through is tough.

    DD1 born 5/24/10.

    Missed M/C at 14 wks Feb 2012.

    DD2 born 5/14/13.

    Missed M/C at 9 wks July 2015.

    Expecting someone new 4/17/17.
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  • Nakita37Nakita37 member
    Thank you so much ladies for all of your kind words.  I am now accepting the fact that its ok for me to be sad.
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  • AndreaMarcAndreaMarc

    I should have read this before I posted how I was confused why I was feeling SO emotional today... Sounds like I'm not alone with this.

    I hope we all feel better sooner rather than later..

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  • afangmanafangman member

    I'm so sorry for your loss, I m/c on 1-14-12 and I still have days where it is all I think about and I get very emotional, the best thing I have found is to cry and talk to a best friend or significant other and let it all out. And as hard as it sounds try and stay positive. My husband and I planned a trip so we would have something else to look forward to and keep our minds off of the what ifs. Always remember that is ok to feel sad and there is always tomorrow to start fresh.

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