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~Babies first birthday/anniversary on Monday~

mdluv21mdluv21
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My edd did not effect me too strongly but I am really struggling with this milestone...I am planning on taking flowers to the cemetery and reading them the book I used to read to them with I was pregnant but this doesn't seem like enough.

It doesn't help our first attempt at TTC since the loss (a frozen embryo transfer) is a failure and I have to go do b/w on Monday to confirm what the damn sticks already confirmed.  This is just all so hard.

TTC since 07/2009
Me: PCOS, Blood/Immune Issues DH: Low all 3
Jun.- Sep. 2010 IUI#1-#3 = BFN
Oct. 2010 = IVF #1 = B/G Twins (passed away Feb. 2011)
May 2011 = Myomectomy and trans-abdominal cerclage (TAC)
Sep. 2011 = Surprise BFP = C/P
Feb. 2012 = sFET #1 = BFN
Feb.2012 = Hail Mary IUI #4 = BFN
April/May 2012 = FET #2 w/our last two embies = BFP (Please let this be it!)
Beta #1 8dp5/6dt = 234 Beta #2 10dp5/6dt = 695 Beta #3 12dp5/6dt = 1796 Beta #4 17dp5/6dt = 17,888 U/S #1 May 17, 2012 = Twins
Baby B's heart stop beating at 9 weeks 5 days
Our little miracle baby is a boy. :)

Baby Boy Owen and Baby Girl Avery were born too early on Feb. 13, 2011 due to a pedunculated fibroid, incompetent cervix and suspected placental abruption.
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Lots of love and luck to my PAIF/3T/IF Veteran ladies, especially my dear friend Zookie. Congrats to Papps, Teach84 and Starbuck on their little ones.
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  • Auki13Auki13 member
    I am so sorry.  Reading the book sounds beautiful though.  I hope that the day goes well for you. (((HUGS)))
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  • pottermommypottermommy member

    huge huge hugs fr this weekend and monday.  I sometimes think in anticopation of the actual day the days leading up to it are just as bad. 

    Big big hugs.

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  • Petunia844Petunia844 member
    Big huge hugs. 
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    Married the love of my life 7/11/09 - Our first baby, Peyton Mark, was born sleeping 10/25/11 at 33 weeks - Our second baby, BFP 2/4/12, welcome to the world Raylan! Holy Moly, BPF 2/4/14, please be safe and sound little one!

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  • krysiahamatykrysiahamaty
    So sorry. Big hugs. 
    TTC since November 2009. DH diagnosed with sperm antibodies. IUI #1 = BFN IUI #2 = BFN On the road to IVF.... Egg Retrieval Jan 21, 2011 16 eggs retrieved Egg transfer Jan 26, 2011 Only 2 viable eggs transferred. 1 IVF, 1 ICSI IVF #1 = BFP :-) 10/3/11 No heart beat at 38 weeks: Our baby Jack became an angel 12/14/11 = natural BFP Rainbow baby Samantha Jacklyn born8/8/12. Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
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  • butterfly843butterfly843
    Sending lots of hugs your way. I will keep you in my thoughts monday.

    Jenn

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    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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  • nuttycoconutnuttycoconut member
    I'm so upset for you mdluv. I hate those pointless beta appointments. Ugh. I am really hoping for a surprise bfp for you tomorrow :( I'm sorry. 
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    IVF #1 BFP b/g twins!; loss at 23 weeks due to I.C. and PTL. IVF #2 BFP 5/26/12; due date 2/6/13; TAC surgery 7/20/12, blessed with another girl & boy! 

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  • weddedwifeweddedwife member
    TTCAL sucks. It seems the timing always lines up poorly with anniversaries, etc. and makes it harder.

    Thinking of you & your babes as you reach this milestone!

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  • foxxy1foxxy1 member
    *big HUGS*
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  • drvst8drvst8 member
    I am so sorry any of us have to do this...but what you have planned sounds wonderful. I will be keeping you in my T&P's this weekend and Monday
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  • magdalina.hmagdalina.h member

    His 1st birthday was the hardest milestone. We couldn't do anything  because of a snow storm and I felt awful. I did release balloons, sang happy birthday to him and just broke down. Just remembering your babies is enough.

    I'm so sorry the first attempt didn't work.

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  • CaroleeCarolee member
    Lots of (((HUGS))).  I'm so sorry to hear about your FET.  I'll be thinking of you and your twins.
    Mom to Eliott Alexander, born sleeping at 37 weeks on 8/13/10. Most of us only dream of angels - I held one in my arms.
    BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
    BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
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    BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
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