Pregnant after IF

What am I doing here?

Such a weird, surreal experience to now be sitting in an Ob's waiting room surrounded by women in various stages of pregnancy. Then I remind myself that I am now one of them but I still don't feel like I belong in their club.  
TTC since 3-08 IVF # 1 Dec 2011 BFP DD born at 31 weeks 6-24-12

FET #1 Dec 2013 BFN

FET # 2 Feb 2014 BFN

No more frosties

IVF #2. September 2014

PGD yielded 2 perfect 5d blasts

SET November 9, 2014
Nov 23, 2014. Another BFN

Not sure where to go from here.

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Re: What am I doing here?

  • You deserve to be there.  With my DD I always felt weird like kinda guilty I was one of those PG women.  Only some that has struggled with IF would understand.
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  • I still mutter b!tch under my breath. We never get over IF
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  • It is surreal!  It's so amazing and crazy to think that something we have worked for for SO long, has finally come true.  Try to enjoy it.
    TTC with PCOS since November 2009
    IUI#1 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP, m/c
    IUI#2 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 5-9) = BFN
    IUI#3 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP!
    beta #1 11/23 = 270, P4 = 75
    beta #2 11/28 = 2055
    Our daughter E was born 7/29/2012!
    Surprise, our 2nd daughter P was born 5/22/14!
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  • Don't worry hon, I felt the exact same way when I wasn't showing yet, or even when I was first showing, and all these big huge bellies were sitting in front of me at the OB's office. The tables will turn when that belly of yours starts to bulge outward. :) Now when I walk in there, I feel so self conscious, because MY belly is the biggest one in the room. LOL
  • I agree. I don't feel like I belong in the normal pregnant ladies club either. At least at my OB's office they all know me so well that I get special treatment!! My Dr never rushes me and gives me all the time in the world!!
    Renee- 37 DH - Chad - 39
    2/06 - surprise pregnancy - twins
    3/06 - m/c 1st baby at 6 weeks 
    5/06 -2nd baby had no heartbeat at 14 wks.
    D&E - Bled out. Blood transfusions. Week in ICU - Cheated Death!
    Diagnosis: Blood clotting and bleeding disorder, immune issues, & cervical stenosis
    5/10 - 1st IVF cycle - BFN
    FET - 10/12/10 - BFN
    1/11 - IVF with PGD - BFN
    IVF - May - BFN
    6/11 New RE - fingers crossed!
    9/11 - IVF - 4 transferred
    10/13 - BFP!!
    It's a boy! Clint Michael, Due in June!!!

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  • imageDesiraeSunshine:
    I still mutter b!tch under my breath. We never get over IF
    . LOL that's how I felt this morning and then my unevil twin reminds me that everyone has some baggage, even if not fertility related.
    TTC since 3-08 IVF # 1 Dec 2011 BFP DD born at 31 weeks 6-24-12

    FET #1 Dec 2013 BFN

    FET # 2 Feb 2014 BFN

    No more frosties

    IVF #2. September 2014

    PGD yielded 2 perfect 5d blasts

    SET November 9, 2014
    Nov 23, 2014. Another BFN

    Not sure where to go from here.

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  • So exciting! We almost have the same due date!
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  • You definitely deserve to be there.

    But I totally understand. I just dont feel like I fit in with 'normal' pregnant people.  

    TTC #2 since June '08

    ~*DD 10.21.07*~

    dx unexplained

    IUI #1-4 BFN

    IVF#1 June 2011 BFN

    IVF#2 Dec 2011

    Beta#1 12/21 : 812 Beta#2 12/23 : 1634

    EDD 8/25

    *PAIFW/SAIFW*

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