Trouble TTC

well I am out

I tried to keep hope as long as I could but negative test this morning :(. My RE said i could stop my progesterone and let my period start. They are going to do the same protocol which kind of frustrates me because I felt it was a mediocre cycle at best. If i am doing this I want to be giving us the best chances possible.

On pity party note. I sat in bed this morning knowing we were out and my mind wondered to my dog shirt in my closet I designed anouncing he was going from spoiled only child to spoiled big brother. I didn't want to jinx myself so i waited but 6 months later when i started clomid I though this is it better order my shirt so it is on hand. A year later it still sits in its wrapper. I have it for sale on zazzle so everytime someone buys it i know that is another person getting to announce their big news with my shirt! Its a real slap in the face. I knew i shouldn't have jinxed myself :(. Thanks for listening to my poor me speech. I wish all the rest of the snow girls good luck! We need some good news on this board. I am really pulling for you ladies :).


TTC #1 since Oct. 2010 6 unsuccessful Clomid cycles HSG- clear
January IUI #1 femara 2.5 mg+ovidrel=BFN
February IUI#2 Femara 2.5mg+Ovidrel=BFN
March Femara 2.5mg+Ovidrel+ TI=BFN taking a break from RE
BFP 10/13/2012 beta #1=280 beta #2=714
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Re: well I am out

  • Im so sorry to hear that.
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  • I'm sorry, Lock. :( 
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  • Sorry about the bfn. ((hugs))
  • So sorry!! Why don't they want to try a different protocol? Good luck with your next round.
    6/2014: IUI #3 - Menopur + trigger = BFP!!
    Betas: 9dpiui=15.3, 14dpiui=385, 16dpiui=1162
    7/10/2014: 1st ultrasound - 1 beautiful little heartbeat (121bpm)

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  • They don't want me to try a different protocol because they were happy enough with our results. But, we only had 1 follicle and my husband was low to boarderline as well. They didn't want to talk injectables with me yet because it posed all new risks and i could have too many follicles. I trust my RE they have been as aggressive as they feel comfortable so lets hope this next cycle will be better! come on AF ;).

    I will say the only good news is that I get vacation this year now. I don't get maternity leave so was going to use my vacation time but, it starts over in November. YAY vacation haha. There has to be a silver lining somewhere ;)


    TTC #1 since Oct. 2010 6 unsuccessful Clomid cycles HSG- clear
    January IUI #1 femara 2.5 mg+ovidrel=BFN
    February IUI#2 Femara 2.5mg+Ovidrel=BFN
    March Femara 2.5mg+Ovidrel+ TI=BFN taking a break from RE
    BFP 10/13/2012 beta #1=280 beta #2=714
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  • I'm sorry Sad ((HUGS))
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  • I'm so sorry :(
    Me: 28 DH: 33
    MFI: zero sperm (using pre-chemo frozen samples)
    9/2011 IUI#1 + 50mg Clomid= BFN
    10/2011 IUI#2 100mg Clomid+Trigger=BFN
    11/2011 IUI#3 (Last before IVF)100mg Clomid+Trigger=BFN
    1/2012 IVF. ER 1/25 (18R 15M 15F) ET 1/29
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  • I'm sorry.  I hear ya about repeating a protocol that didn't seem to be ideal for you...my RE suggested the same after IUI#3, if we were going to do another IUI.  I was annoyed but had already made the decision to move on to IVF.

    I hope the next cycle gives you better results and you get your BFP! 

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  • I am so sorry, hun!  (((HUGS)))
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  • I'm sorry too.  Good for you for looking for the silver lining!  That isn't always easy to do.  Enjoy that vacation, and nab some much-deserved R&R!
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    Married June 2007, TTC since May 2010. Me=40, age-related infertility, DOR, low prog, low AMH. DH=37,low morph.
    IUI#1 (Dec. 2011)=BFN, IUI#2=unexpected early O=TI=BFN. Official IUI#2=BFN.
    IUI#3=3/17/12=BFN.
    Stims for IVF#1 started 7/6/12. ER done 7/15/12. ICSI and AH. Transferred 2 embies 7/17/12. Stick little ones, stick! Beta 7/30/12=BFN HcG less than 2.
    Surprise BFP while deciding next steps! EDD: 5/10/13
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  • Thank you ladies! You are all great!

    TTC #1 since Oct. 2010 6 unsuccessful Clomid cycles HSG- clear
    January IUI #1 femara 2.5 mg+ovidrel=BFN
    February IUI#2 Femara 2.5mg+Ovidrel=BFN
    March Femara 2.5mg+Ovidrel+ TI=BFN taking a break from RE
    BFP 10/13/2012 beta #1=280 beta #2=714
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  • I'm so sorry.  BFNs suck.  I hope your puppy gets to wear his shirt very soon!
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  • :-( Yuck. I'm so sorry.
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    Married June 19, 2010.
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    Cycle length approx. 34-36 days.
    PCOS "diagnosis" Dec. 2011.
    Started Metformin Dec. 2011.
    34 day lighter cycle in Jan '12.
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    Lots of unknowns, but tons of hope. :-)
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