I'm pretty sure LO is going through a growth spurt as he has not left my breasts all day. He will fall asleep for 20 minutes and then back at it. This is not a good indication for bedtime. I'm already exhausted & dont want to think about what tonight will look like.
Re: I'm fearful for tonight's sleep
This!
I really want to EBF, but sometimes--especially during a growth spurt--I make one bottle for DH to give LO. That buys me at least an hour or two of extra sleep. Since I'm EBFing all day and the rest of the night, I haven't had any supply issues.