Well today is such a rough day for me not only is it 4 months since we said goodbye to my sweet Sydney but also 5 years ago today I became pregnant with my first pregnancy with DH only to have it end in March. I usually try not to focus on the date of Sydney's death I usually have huge issues with Fridays mainly but it really hit harder today because of the other situation too. I mean seriously every day since she died has sucked but today seems like it is a bit worse for me. I have cried all day.
Plus now I am in the damn 2WW so I am freaking about the what ifs? Wow how the mind screws you up when it needs to!!
Hope everyine is doing well today.
Heather
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Married the love of my life 7/11/09 - Our first baby, Peyton Mark, was born sleeping 10/25/11 at 33 weeks - Our second baby, BFP 2/4/12, welcome to the world Raylan! Holy Moly, BPF 2/4/14, please be safe and sound little one!
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Jenn
3 IUI's all BFN
IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
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Congrats to Heatherhah! Baby girl has finally arrived!
Congrats to my Labor Buddy SouthernBellaKS
BFP #2 - Sylvie V. Q. born and died on 10.28.11 at 21w.
BFP #3 - Evie V. Q. Fetal demise @ 16w. DC 7.8.12
BFP #4 - Beatrix V. Q. Born 6.2.13 at 23w6d.
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Thank you so much you ladies are so awesome and I am so happy to have found you to support me through all of this.