I've been spotting the last three days (I only spot the day before AF arrives) and it seems to have picked up a little bit overnight, so I'm 99% sure that AF is going to visit later today or tomorrow. This was our first cycle TTCAL and I thought we had great timing. I got a +OPK on the 16th and we BD then and on the 18th. I usually have a 10 day LP, which would put me due to start on the 28th, assuming that I O'd on the 18th at the latest. I'm sitting here crying because I didn't know how hard that TTCAL would be and my DH (whom I love with all my heart, even when he says stupid things) just said "the main thing is it will happen when it is supposed to happen." He doesn't understand how crappy this is. This will be one of my shortest cycles and am now worried about having an even shorter LP. I just want to curl up on the couch with a keg of Haagen Dazs chocolate pb ice cream and my kitties and cry all day.
Thank you for listening ladies. I'm sorry that we all know how sucky this is but I am thankful that I have someone to talk to about it.
Re: Pretty Sure CD1 is almost here :(
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TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
TTA for 7 months
Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
TTC Again May 2014
Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles - All BFN's
SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results
Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
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Thanks for the hugs ladies! I really need them. I'm going to go to the store today just for the ice cream and I'm pretty sure I'm going to polish it all off.
I hate that phrase also jbizoe. It's like they are minimizing how we are feeling
Big hugs to you ladies!
I'm sorry you're hurting. (hugs)
But the idea of a KEG of Haagen Dazs just made me drool a little.
I could have written this almost verbatim earlier this week. Except my DH used the phrase "God has a plan". True, I know, but not what I wanted to hear.
I'm sorry your going through this. It sucks, big time.
Hope AF stays away. Thoughts, prayers and big ((hugs)) to you.
BFP#1 10/1/2011. Our perfect little girl, Her heart stopped @ 12w1d. D&E 11/23/11
BFP#2 3/13/12 Weird CP/Possible EP @ 6w0d
BFP#3 5/28/12 CP @ 5w0d
BFP/WTF#4 10/26/12 CP
BFP#5 12/10/12 EDD 8/23/2013
Vegan, I hope that it gets easier. This was our first cycle as well. I went to the store and, thankfully, they only had 2 quarts of my favorite flavor. I bought them both.
As a thank you I also bought an infinite case of Haagan Dazs for you ladies here!
Hopefully the picture posted. I've never done it before