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Pickle fail

nmartin1108nmartin1108 member
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So, it's looking like a shiny green pickle fail. I started testing on 4dp5/6dt and got a faint line. Three days later I was still getting faint lines and today no lines at all :-( I'm thinking it's another chemical pregnancy. My beta isn't until Monday, so I won't know anything for sure until then. We're trying to hold onto the sliver of hope that one of the blasts still has a shot at implanting late (I'm still having some pinching/stabbing pains in my uterus). I'm so discouraged and annoyed. I'm 29 and we've transferred 6 beautiful blasts with nothing more than what looks like two c/p and a BFN. I'm angry that I tested early and knew that I was pregnant for like three days and now I'm not. 

Here's hoping my beta tells me something different than I already know. Sorry for being such a downer :-( 

IUI #1 (50 mg clomid and ovidrel) - BFN
IUI #2 (100 mg clomid and HCG trigger) - BFN
IUI #3 (Gonal-f and HCG trigger) - BFN
IVF #1 - 21 retrieved, 20 mature, 15 fertilized (ICSI), 2 d5 blasts transferred, 8 frozen - c/p
FET #1 - BFFN
FET #2 - BFN? c/p? Either way no baby
FET #3 - No shock...BFN
FET #4 - BFN :-(
Surgery and TTC cancelled - pursuing surrogacy
7/31/12 Surrogate got a +HPT!!!! BabyFruit Ticker
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Re: Pickle fail

  • ball.and.chainball.and.chain member
    I'm so sorry to hear this!  I'll keep FX for your beta.
    Married my wife 8/2007 ~ TTC #1 since 7/2011
    9 IUIs = 9 BFNs
    IVF October 2012: 22 eggs retrieved, 17 fertilized, 5 frozen
    ET #1: 1 blast = BFP; Blighted ovum discovered at 7w5d; D&E
    FET #1: 1 blast = BFP; Missed m/c discovered at 9w5d; D&E
    Karyotyping: normal ~ RPL Testing: normal ~ Hysteroscopy: normal
    FET #2: 1 blast transferred 10/25; BFP 10/31!
    EDD 7/13/14 ~ Induced at 37w4d due to pre-eclampsia ~ Born on 6/28/14
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  • KershnicKershnic member
    Oh no.  :(  I'm so sorry.  I will keep my fingers crossed for a late implant or something wrong with your HPTs...  Don't apologize for being a downer, I'm not sure how you could be feeling anything else with news like that.  But it's not over yet, so good luck on Monday!  
    TTC with PCOS since July 2011.
    IVF Oct/Nov 2012
    Beta #1 = 77, Beta #2 = 190, Beta #3 = 1044
    Cautiously optimistic.
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  • tdmklmtdmklm member
    Fingers crossed. And PPs are right: don't apologize. You're not a downer. Sending you hugs and hoping for good news on Monday.
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  • LV1979LV1979 member
    No apologies needed...hang in there and keep the hope alive.
    We had three BFN in the Fall of 2011. It is back on to some baby making come June. Swim little fellas, SWIM!!!!
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  • leapgirl8leapgirl8 member
    UGH STUPID PICKLE.
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  • mandykatiemandykatie
    I'm sorry.
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  • Fabi&NitaFabi&Nita
    We are sorry :( we will keep you in our prayers.
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  • 2moms2twins2moms2twins
    it might not be over remember its not over till you get your period and as long as you did not get it ...  thinking of u!!!
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  • nmartin1108nmartin1108 member

    Thanks everyone! Your kind words are very comforting.

    Our beta was negative today, so we're just waiting for AF. I have a follow up convo with my doc on 2/8 so we'll have to skip this next cycle in order to figure out a better plan. I'm convinced that my uterus is made of teflon because nothing is sticking in there ;-) 

    IUI #1 (50 mg clomid and ovidrel) - BFN
    IUI #2 (100 mg clomid and HCG trigger) - BFN
    IUI #3 (Gonal-f and HCG trigger) - BFN
    IVF #1 - 21 retrieved, 20 mature, 15 fertilized (ICSI), 2 d5 blasts transferred, 8 frozen - c/p
    FET #1 - BFFN
    FET #2 - BFN? c/p? Either way no baby
    FET #3 - No shock...BFN
    FET #4 - BFN :-(
    Surgery and TTC cancelled - pursuing surrogacy
    7/31/12 Surrogate got a +HPT!!!! BabyFruit Ticker
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