TTC After a Loss

I'm so nervous

I didn't think i would be just abasket case and that i would be able to handle another BFP don't get me wrong its what i wan more than anything but i was torturing myself last night, what if its residual Hcg? would i have gotten a +OPK if so? but AF showed after d&c even if for only 2 days? i'm questioning it al and waiting for the other shoe to drop althoug i pray to god it doesn't ever!
I'm off to get first betas done at noon then i see the doctor for consult to see about p4 because apparently his partner doesn't think i need it. and to pick up the prescription for the lovenox, they can't make yup their minds on that either, one says to start it now the other says wait till 6 wks...argg i hate it when they don't coincide!

BFP #1 May 2000 ~ Darren was born Jan 13, 2001 ~ 6lbs 2oz 191/2" ~ 39 wks due to low fluid, otherwise perfect pregnancy
July 2004 abnormal pap, colposcopy and LEEP procedure ~ paps every 3 months all normal for 1 year
2006 all clear to start TTC
HSG Nov 2007 ~ all normal except mild left tube blockage
BFP #2 Dec 2007 EDD sept 3 ~ missed m/c ~ Feb 14 2008 ~ 9wk 2d D&C
BFP #3 Apr 2008 EDD Dec 10 ~ ectopic ~ May 2008 ~ 5wk 2d ~ emergency lap surgery, lost left tube
BFP #4 Jul 2008 EDD May 5 ~ missed m/c ~ Aug 2008 ~ 5wk 2d D&C - trisomy 16
RPL panel Aug 2008 ~ diagnosed with compound hetero MTHFR
BFP #5 Nov 2008 EDD Jul 31 ~ blighted Ovum ~ Dec 2008 ~ 4wk 3d ~ natural m/c at home for my birthday
BFP #6 Feb 2009 EDD Oct 15 ~ 4wk 3d ~ chemical pregnancy ~ Mar 2008
BFP #7 May 18 2009 ~ Gabriel Michael ~ Jan 19, 2010 ~ 7lbs 2oz 21"
TTC again since Jan 2011
BFP #8 Jun 2011 EDD Jan 20 ~ 5wk 6d ~ missed m/c ~ D&C
July - Hysterscopy removed some polyps, all clear for IUI with clomid
Aug-Oct - IUI - with Clomid all BFN
Nov-Jan - IUI - with femara and trigger = BFN
back to TTC naturally on our own hoping for another miracle.
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Re: I'm so nervous

  • I'm sorry that you're so stressed. :-(  Easier said than done, but just try to relax.  Today you are pregnant and you love your baby.  Good luck with your betas today and make sure you update!  You're in my thoughts and prayers.

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  • With all you have been through I can totally understand all of your worries and doubts. One moment at a time! I'm sending thoughts and prayers that this is the real thing and will lead you to your precious, healthy baby. Let us know how things go today at the consult. They really need to be as proactive as possible with you to make sure this pg goes well. HUGS
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  • You have been through so much, so what you are feeling is natural.

    When you get your beta numbers back you will see that this is a new pg and be so happy.

    Please let us know when you get the numbers and what the Dr decided on.

    Good luck ?

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  • I know how you feel. Keep thinking only positive thoughts! Good luck at your appointment and I hope they agree on something so that you can relax and quit stressing! Keep us posted!!
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