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Just kick my while I am down, why don't ya....

LlamamamaLlamamama member
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To add the disappointment of FP showing up after I was sure it was my month for a BFP, I have the worst cramps I have had in years.  Throbbing pain that is like a constant reminder of what did NOT happen.   It's rhythmic and all I hear in my head as I am doubled over is "You failed!  You failed".  Blah.  Sad

AND...I think I have a yeast infection.  Seriously?  What did I do to deserve such special treatment?  Huh?

Me: 40 Dh: 41, TTC since August 2009, began Acupuncture and Herbs Sept 2011, began Temping and Charting Nov 2011. image
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  • winidpuwinidpu
    Wow. I am so sorry. Cramps suck and then a yeast infections on top of that. Hang in there.
    TTC #1 since 2/10 Me 38 FSH 12.9 & AMH 0.16 DH 47, low sperm count due to meds. 07/11 We have sperm! 28 million, 70% motility, morphology 1% normal. 08/14/11 1st IUI unmedicated BFN. 09/11/11 2nd IUI w/ Femara + trigger BFN 10/14/11 trigger & Final IUI 10/16/11 BFN 10/21/11 Started acupuncture and loving it! 01/21 ET one embryo 6 cell grade C. Beta 02/02. BFN. Taking a much needed break. image
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  • JennyP1JennyP1 member

    ((Hugs)) 

    I was so sure this was your cycle by looking at your chart. FP SUCKS!!

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  • Mrs.McIrishMrs.McIrish member

    Ugh, Boo to AF and cramps.  Yuck to the infection.

    This will help:

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  • LlamamamaLlamamama member
    imageMrs.McIrish:

    Ugh, Boo to AF and cramps.  Yuck to the infection.

    This will help:

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    This made me smile.  Thanks for that.  :)

    Me: 40 Dh: 41, TTC since August 2009, began Acupuncture and Herbs Sept 2011, began Temping and Charting Nov 2011. image
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  • KGS2003KGS2003 member
    I'm sorry you're having a crappy time.  Hopefully that wine McIrish gave you will help ease the pain. 
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  • Bubs711Bubs711
    UGH!  I am so sorry you are dealing with all this at the same time.  That just sucks.
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  • benoitfanbenoitfan member
    So sorry, a BFN is bad enough, but worst ever cramps and a YI..well, that just takes the cake, and not in a good way obviously.  Maybe that's your 3 crappy/bad things and you are due for a BFP next cycle.  I hope so anyway!  ((HUGS)).
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  • MelleTXMelleTX member

    To go with your wine. Sorry, I took a bite.

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    So sorry you had a crappy and crampy day. Friday the 13th, I guess!

    HUGS!!! 

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  • kat1221kat1221 member
    So sorry:(  I hate that.
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  • Temp556193750005695Temp556193750005695
    (((hugs))))
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  • LlamamamaLlamamama member

    imagebenoitfan:
    So sorry, a BFN is bad enough, but worst ever cramps and a YI..well, that just takes the cake, and not in a good way obviously.  Maybe that's your 3 crappy/bad things and you are due for a BFP next cycle.  I hope so anyway!  ((HUGS)).

    Hey Universe...are you listening????  :)  

    Me: 40 Dh: 41, TTC since August 2009, began Acupuncture and Herbs Sept 2011, began Temping and Charting Nov 2011. image
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  • LlamamamaLlamamama member
    imageMelleTX:

    To go with your wine. Sorry, I took a bite.

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    So sorry you had a crappy and crampy day. Friday the 13th, I guess!

    HUGS!!! 

    I am totally good with sharing.. Who else wants a bite?  I am sure Melle made them with extra baby dust.  :)
    Me: 40 Dh: 41, TTC since August 2009, began Acupuncture and Herbs Sept 2011, began Temping and Charting Nov 2011. image
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  • AdiAdi
    Oh llama, I'm so sorry sweetie.
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  • chitwngal2010chitwngal2010

    that is sucky and yucky! sorry

    I have given up on thinking "this will be my month" i realized those months were the hardest, now unfortunetly I just keep waiting for AF and if and when it doesn't then all that much more for my excitement level.

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