Well, I'm officially done BF. And I will never again have that experience (DD is our first and last). I hated BF in the beginning, tolerated it through much of the last 10 months and now I am mourning the loss. It doesn't make a whole lot of sense - but I think I did enjoy it more than I was willing to admit. In between the sore nipples, leaking, biting, etc...I really felt connected to DD and I especially have enjoyed the last couple months when we just had morning and evening feedings. It was just enough without feeling overwhelming. But DD has decided she's done - and I think I need to just follow her lead. And although part of me is relieved...I'm feeling super sad.
Thanks for letting me vent - DH doesn't really understand.
Who knew weaning would be so hard?
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