and will never do it again!
I had to go to my company dinner last night so I had one of my mother's friend's daughter watch him. She is 17 or 18 and said she has watched many babies. When we got home, around 10:30, I asked her how he was and she said great. He went to bed early around 7:00, fussed for a little and fell asleep. He woke up around 8:30 and she just pushed the wireless remote to turn his mobile back on from outside his door. This is what I told her to do so I don't think she did anything wrong.
So we say bye to her and I get ready for bed and go check on LO and he had thrown up his dinner all over the crib. I don't know when he did it but it was all over. Luckily he had rolled onto his belly but if he hadn't he could have choked and died.
I watched him on the monitor for a very long time and he woke up around 2:00 AM and I brought him into bed with me because I was so scared. I don't know if it would have been any different if I was home but I still feel terrible.
Re: Left Logan with a babysitter for the first time
I am just so paranoid after the SIDS posts, I just kept thinking that he could have died.