I'm so tired of all of this.

CashewsMommy · January 2012

Well, my CHs finally were taken away. And I guess the next logical thing to do is call and get provera and start over. But honestly, I don't want to. Because what if I have another cycle like this all over again?

After hearing that my BIL and his wife are pregnant last night {Their new baby is 8 weeks old, and she's now 5 weeks pregnant} I really have lost my faith. I'm thinking of just letting this cycle play out the way it's supposed to. Maybe i'll put the breaks on CD 100. I don't know yet.

I think i'm just done. I'm tired. I don't want to do this anymore.

buckeyebaby814 · January 2012

Big ::HUGS:: hon. I completely understand the feeling of just letting things be sometimes, this whole process is frustrating and stressful. I have two friends whom were 4-5 months pregnant when we started trying who are already out of their 1st trimester of their second pregnancy.

CashewsMommy · January 2012

buckeyebaby814:
Big ::HUGS:: hon. I completely understand the feeling of just letting things be sometimes, this whole process is frustrating and stressful. I have two friends whom were 4-5 months pregnant when we started trying who are already out of their 1st trimester of their second pregnancy.

I hate that! Two of my cousins got pregnant with their first after I did with Aurora.... one had her second baby in October, one is having her second in April.

jenn0021 · January 2012

Oh Cashews, I have no advice as I haven't been in your shoes. I just wanted to send you ((hugs)) and tell you that I'm thinking of you. I hate hearing the stories of people getting KU right after having a baby. It makes me so angry that they can have two babies in one year and others can't. It's just not fair. Sending you some love.

Rawr08 · January 2012

Oh hun, I know. This whole TTC thing sucks! I am so upset to hear about your BIL, what a joke. I don't blame your for wanting to just let this cycle go, if it won't hurt you medically, why not? Sending you tons of love!

1220winterbride · January 2012

oh, i 'm so sorry. i'm right there with you. it must be the moon. ((hugs))

yuengling58 · January 2012

((hugs)) I'm so sorry. If you think letting this cycle go will mentally help you, why not? It's not right that some people can get KU 3 weeks PP and others try for years with no luck. Not right at all.

mork · January 2012

((HUGE HUGS))

I'm so sorry hun. Do what you need to do for yourself. If you're not ready to call, then don't. Take it one day at a time.

((MORE HUGS))

LSzwaya · January 2012

I am so sorry. DH felt like this in August and September and so we took a break and it really helped to recharge our spirits. I don't know what else to say but I am sorry and I'm sending you a big hug.

millejj1 · January 2012

I'm so sorry honey. This whole process is just not fair. Maybe giving yourself a break will help. Big hugs!

cmumama · January 2012

sending ((huge hugs)) your way. i hate that you are feeling this way and wish i could help to ease your pain, frustration and worries. ((hugs))

butterfly843 · January 2012

Sending ((hugs)), it's so unfair that everyone around us has a few kids while we are still struggling. Dh is definitely the positive of our relationship. I'm trying to be positive this year since that was my resolution, but deep down I don't believe we will ever have a baby.

ktsnshn · January 2012

I am sorry. ((huge hugs))

bluebonnetmeg · January 2012

((hugs)) I am so sorry. I know how frustrating long cycles can be. I hope yours resolves itself soon and that you don't have to go on meds.

cutebride73 · January 2012

I am so sorry that you are feeling this way, although I do understand. It is so incredibly frustrating to watch people get pregnant time after time and have it not be you. And what's with your BIL and his wife? Last time I checked you are supposed to wait until you are cleared to even have sex - let alone TTC and that's typically around 6 weeks. Life is just so ridiculously unfair sometimes. (((((hugs)))))

luvmyducks · January 2012

So frustrating. I'm sorry hon. ((hugs))

Carolee · January 2012

Lots of (((HUGS))). I get it.

lavril · January 2012

jenn0021:
Oh Cashews, I have no advice as I haven't been in your shoes. I just wanted to send you ((hugs)) and tell you that I'm thinking of you. I hate hearing the stories of people getting KU right after having a baby. It makes me so angry that they can have two babies in one year and others can't. It's just not fair. Sending you some love.

This exactly. Big squishy (((HUGS)))

LilMaggs · January 2012

I know the feeling. Even some idiot at the barn got pregnant. And she's breaking a two year old horse to saddle pregnant. And she won't shut up about it. Even my sanctuary isn't safe.