Here's a little about us. DH and I have been together for 3 years and got married in October, 2011. We decided to start TTC right away because I'm 35 and we want 2 children. Cycle #1 was a "see what happens" cycle, and we got a BFN. Cycle #2, I charted to see if O occurred. It did, according to the BBT, which really made me happy, btw, since it was only my second cycle off BCP, but another BFN due to the fact that we barely even touched each other most of the month because we were both sick, sick, sick. Stupid sinuses! So here we are, on Cycle #3, day 5. I'm still temping because I want to make sure I'm ovulating on a regular basis. Temps have been crazy because of illness, but I expect them to regulate soon. I'm on a stronger antibiotic now and am actually starting to feel better.
So this cycle... watch out!
As I said before, I'm 35 (in November) so that's a concern, as you all know. I'm also overweight, so we are working on that. We've set a goal to run a 5k in the spring, so we have several months to work up to that. We are also eating better and will be starting back with our regular dog walks as soon as we are both feeling better.
Some days are better than others. Some days, I'm feeling pretty good about TTC and telling myself that it takes healthy couples up to a year to make it happen. Other days, the slightest change in temperature or something else that feels a little "off" will send me into a spiral of worry and fear. I go online and read about all the people who are having trouble and it really scares me. We don't really have the money for treatments and they are not covered under either of our insurance policies. I know I'm jumping the gun worrying about that now, but it's just something that happens inside my head. I know you know what I mean. So yeah, I'm just trying not to think about it too much. Being on here will certainly help with that, right? lol.
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TTC #2 since July 2010
March 2012 IVF (MDL Protocol) Started stims 3/3; ER 3/11 (9R, 8M, 7F) ET 3/16 (5dt of 2 blasts graded 3AB and 3BA, 3 frosties(!!) Beta 3/26 = 386; Beta 3/28 = 827; u/s 4/11 says TWINS! Boy/Girl Twins delivered at 36 weeks 6 days
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DD born 12.21.09, conceived w/ injects and IUI
TTC#2 since Nov 2011
BFP 2.6.12 m/c 6w5d | BFP 5.25.12 c/p
-Back to the RE-
3 medicated IUIs, all BFN
-Taking a break from treatment-
BFP 11.20.12 ~ EDD 7.28.13
My Chart
TTC since 10/2010
IUIs # 1-5 = BFFN
IVF # 1(July 2012) = BFN
IVF # 2 (November 2012) = BFP (MIssed MC D&C @ 8w3d on 1/10/13)
Thanks, ladies! I know in my head that I shouldn't worry yet. But my heart wants this so badly and I know how many things can go wrong. So every once in awhile, I start to become terrified!
Charting has been fun, though. Am I the only bizarre one who looks forward to seeing what my temp is each morning?
Endometriosis, s/p lap 2009
Behcet's disease, s/p partial vulvectomy 2010
Started bromocriptine to lower prolactin level 2010
Clear HSG 11/2010
DH morphology = 4, rest of SA looked good 01/2011
02/2011 First Clomid 50mg cycle
BFP 03/02/2011
No heartbeat at 10w5d 04/18/2011; D&C 04/23/2011
07/2011 Second Clomid 50mg cycle, BFN
08/2011 Third Clomid 50mg cycle, BFN
10/2011 First Clomid 100mg cycle with Ovidrel trigger = BFN
11/2011 Second Clomid 100mg cycle with Ovidrel trigger = BFN
12/2011 Third Clomid 100mg cycle with Ovidrel trigger = BFFN
01/2012 Fourth Clomid 100mg cycle with Ovidrel trigger = ?