can i just whine and "woe is me" a bit here? i'm SO not feeling this going back to work thing. week one was such a disaster with DS still not wanting the bottle and coming down with his first cold. we've tried pretty much every nipple type available at babies r' us. also, anytime i see sweet dog moments on tv or have to explain what happened to my dog and why we had to put him down, i get weepy. AND, ever since i had a spark of a new job opportunity last month, my mind has been on leaving my current position. not really the motivation to keep myself motivated for the time being.
i'm the breadwinner, and DH's contract ends in april, so i'm trying to just hang in there until we are in a better position for me to find a new permanent job. andplusalso, i feel sick from cedar. that's like 16 strikes against me. i'd go drink heavily now... oh yeah, except kid won't take a bottle.
i'll stop feeling sorry for myself in like 30 minutes. [putting on big girl panties]
Re: Pity party of one
BFP 12.20.2010 :: missed m/c 1/2011 around 8 weeks
BFP @ 9dpo 5.24.2011 :: missed m/c 6/2011 around 7 weeks
positive for ANAs (1:40) with a speckled pattern
MTHFR c677t mutation (heterozygous)
*folic acid, baby asprin, Prometrium, acupuncture, Lovenox*
BFP @ 9dpo 2.1.2012 || HCG = 8 : Progesterone = 19.2
2nd HCG @ 11dpo = 40 || 3rd HCG @ 21dpo = over 5000!
Stick, little one, stick! EDD October 15, 2012
DH wanted to try the bottle this morning, so i went to a yoga class to get out of the house. i hadn't been in a month and was feeling stiff... but good! gonna try to go to my usual class tomorrow morning.