I am trying to consive after the loss of my son Zander Michael Joseph
Ferraro. I loved every min. i was pregnant with him. But unfortunatley i
had a rare blood clotting disorder I did not know about till the day I
felt not right and went to have my baby checked out at the hospital (i
was going to see my doctor on that fri.) it was a tues. i had just
gotten back to maine from a trip to vt for my sons baby shower where we
listened to his heart beat and felt him rolling around. I woke up that
morning thinking something was not right my husband was a work So i
drove my self to the hospital. Bad idea to have to sit in a hospital bed
and have a nurse tell you your son is dead. No support an empty room
and having that I dont want to tell him His son is gone look. That was
sept. 13th of this year. I am ok with the loss i can execpt it For what
it is. But i will always be upset that the child i had Wanted for over 4
years was taken even before he entered this world. But i just needed
someone to talk to about this. i feel alone and I want to try for
another child We have been trying since nov. and hope to be able to
welcome a new lil person into the world in 2012. I will from Now on be a
high risk pregnancy but to me thats awsome because the more care and
monitoring i get the more likely my next child will not be taken away so
soon. So Love to all the othe mothers coping with there losses as well.
I know how much it hurts and know that i am right there with you. love
always Emily Ferraro ,Maine
I am so sorry for the loss of your son Zander. Welcome to the board - I hope you find support and comfort here.
Mom to Eliott Alexander, born sleeping at 37 weeks on 8/13/10. Most of us only dream of angels - I held one in my arms. BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d Too beautiful for this earth BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
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I'm so sorry you had to end up here, but this is a wonderfully supportive place to be.
Married the love of my life 7/11/09 - Our first baby, Peyton Mark, was born sleeping 10/25/11 at 33 weeks - Our second baby, BFP 2/4/12, welcome to the world Raylan! Holy Moly, BPF 2/4/14, please be safe and sound little one!
Can I ask what clotting disorder you have? I lost my DS to a placental abruption. I developed clots after delivery and ended up with a pulmonary embolism.
I am so sorry for the loss of your son. But welcome to the board. Everyone here is amazing. I hope you find some comfort here..
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Congrats to Heatherhah! Baby girl has finally arrived! Congrats to my Labor Buddy SouthernBellaKS
DD #1 passed away in January 2011 at 14 days old due to congenital heart disease
DD#2 lost in January 2012 at 23 weeks due to anhydramnios caused by a placental abruption
T1 diabetes diagnosed 11/95 due to severe pancreatic injury BFP 1 1/22/10 EDD 9/30/10 Adria b. 9/11/10 d.8/9/11, Transposition of the Great Arteries, Pleural effusion, Kidney Failure BFP 2 4/26/12 EDD 1/3/13 M/C 5/13/12 BFP 3 10/3/12 EDD 6/17/13 Twins! Preston and Juliet b. 5/22/13
Re: lost my son a month before his due date
BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
Too beautiful for this earth
BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
I'm so sorry for you loss and good luck ttc
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BFP #2 - Sylvie V. Q. born and died on 10.28.11 at 21w.
BFP #3 - Evie V. Q. Fetal demise @ 16w. DC 7.8.12
BFP #4 - Beatrix V. Q. Born 6.2.13 at 23w6d.
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Can I ask what clotting disorder you have? I lost my DS to a placental abruption. I developed clots after delivery and ended up with a pulmonary embolism.
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Congrats to Heatherhah! Baby girl has finally arrived!
Congrats to my Labor Buddy SouthernBellaKS
DD #1 passed away in January 2011 at 14 days old due to congenital heart disease
DD#2 lost in January 2012 at 23 weeks due to anhydramnios caused by a placental abruption
T1 diabetes diagnosed 11/95 due to severe pancreatic injury
BFP 1 1/22/10 EDD 9/30/10 Adria b. 9/11/10 d.8/9/11, Transposition of the Great Arteries,
Pleural effusion, Kidney Failure
BFP 2 4/26/12 EDD 1/3/13 M/C 5/13/12
BFP 3 10/3/12 EDD 6/17/13 Twins! Preston and Juliet b. 5/22/13