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lost my son a month before his due date

I am trying to consive after the loss of my son Zander Michael Joseph Ferraro. I loved every min. i was pregnant with him. But unfortunatley i had a rare blood clotting disorder I did not know about till the day I felt not right and went to have my baby checked out at the hospital (i was going to see my doctor on that fri.) it was a tues. i had just gotten back to maine from a trip to vt for my sons baby shower where we listened to his heart beat and felt him rolling around.  I woke up that morning thinking something was not right my husband was a work So i drove my self to the hospital. Bad idea to have to sit in a hospital bed and have a nurse tell you your son is dead. No support an empty room and having that I dont want to tell him His son is gone look. That was sept. 13th of this year. I am ok with the loss i can execpt it For what it is. But i will always be upset that the child i had Wanted for over 4 years was taken even before he entered this world. But i just needed someone to talk to about this. i feel alone and I want to try for another child We have been trying since nov. and hope to be able to welcome a new lil person into the world in 2012. I will from Now on be a high risk pregnancy but to me thats awsome because the more care and monitoring i get the more likely my next child will not be taken away so soon. So Love to all the othe mothers coping with there losses as well. I know how much it hurts and know that i am right there with you. love always Emily Ferraro ,Maine

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    I am so sorry for the loss of your son Zander.  Welcome to the board - I hope you find support and comfort here.
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    I'm so sorry for you loss and good luck ttc

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    I'm so sorry to hear of the loss of little Zander and so sorry that you had to learn of his death while you were alone.  {{hugs}}
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    I'm sorry for your loss.  I hope you get your BFP soon!  GL.
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    I am so sorry for the loss of your son.
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    I'm so sorry you had to end up here, but this is a wonderfully supportive place to be.
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    I'm so sorry about the loss of Zander. The women here are amazing and very, very supportive. Welcome. 
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    I am so sorry for your loss. This board is a great support, but I'm sorry anyone has to be here.
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    I am so very sorry for your loss!

     

    Can I ask what clotting disorder you have? I lost my DS to a placental abruption. I developed clots after delivery and ended up with a pulmonary embolism.

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    I am so sorry for the loss of your son. But welcome to the board. Everyone here is amazing. I hope you find some comfort here..
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    I am sorry for your loss.
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    I am so very sorry for the loss of your son.

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