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bfp blindside (not mine)

yuengling58yuengling58
in TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

excuse the formatting im on my phone.. were at our friends party tonight for a grand total of 10 minutes before her fil showing up and talking about using a dopplar to find their little ones heartbeat.. wait., what? turns out shes due in june.

i went outside for an emergency cigarette and tried not to cry. fuuck. im happy for them but god would i love to not have to put a happy face on right now. i just want to cry for myself.

 hello alcohol. 

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    millejj1millejj1 member
    hugs, I'm so sorry honey.
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    butterfly843butterfly843
    ((hugs)) Sorry you were blindsided, hope you are able to go home soon.

    Jenn

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    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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    buckeyebaby814buckeyebaby814 member
    Yikes... sorry Sad  Surprise BFPs are and will always be difficult.  Big ::HUGS::

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    yuengling58yuengling58

    We finally left and I made it all the way to the bathroom before sobbing. Sat in the shower crying and letting the water hit me for awhile before DH checked to see if I was ok. He's been so amazing tonight consoling me and telling me I'm not crazy. I told him how awesome you all are and how much I appreciate having you all as a support group. It really means the world to me knowing you're here to listen.  

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    ufsandra85ufsandra85 member
    im so sorry :(

    Married 11/27/09 and TTC right away
    Dx: Complete septate uterus with cervical duplication, endometrial polyps, PCOS, endometriosis, hypo thyroid, luteal phase defect
    4 uterus surgeries to correct my complete septum and to remove polyps and 2 years of seeing the RE, medicated cycles and IUIs
    Baby 1 and 2: BFP 3/3/11 with 2 babies EDD 11/1/11, M/C 4/6/11
    Baby #3: 8/11 pregnant EDD 4/27/11 and m/c:(
    Baby #4: 10/12/11 BFP! EDD 6/16/12m/c 10/26/11
    Baby #5: 3/13/12 BFP! EDD 11/25/12 ANOTHER m/c :(

    Baby #6: 2/14/13- BFP! EDD 10/24/13, CP 2/19/13
    Baby #7: 3/15/13- BFP! EDD 11/27/13, another CP
    Baby #8.  BFP 5/19/13 EDD 1/22/14. 8 was not our lucky number

    4th septum resection on 5/31/13.
    Baby #9: 6/29/13 BFP. C section scheduled for March 5th!

    My miracle baby was born March 5 at 9:33am. He was 8 lbs 12.5 oz and 21.25 inches long!

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    CashewsMommyCashewsMommy member
    Oh yuck! I'm so sorry you were blindsided like that! {{hugs}}


    BFP#1 {Cashew} - 9.19.09 EDD 5.26.10
    The day you first lay in my arms, you made my life complete.
    Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
     BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11

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    cmumamacmumama member

    ((hugs!!))

    Surprise BFPs are the WORST!  Sorry sweetie.

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    morkmork member
    ((HUGS))
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    Mama to 5 angel babies, 1 rainbow baby, and 2 more angel babies. 
    My beautiful Ella/ToT arrived 10/10/12. 
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    LSzwayaLSzwaya member
    I am sorry. That is the WORST. Its like you're glad for them but so sad for your and your SO. Its just a swirl of emotions...most of them sucky. I am so sorry you had to deal with that with no warning that it was coming. 
    MC 4/09 at 6w2d 
    Rainbow Jude 
    born: 12/31/09
    Pre-E Induction at 36w4d
    11 Day NICU stay due to GBS infection

    TTC#2 10/2010
    M/C: 4/09/11 5w
    CP: 12/26/2011 
    CP: 1/28/2012 
    MMC: 4/16/2012 at 11w2d 
    Ectopic: 6/25/2012 MTX 07/03/12
    CP 11/24/2012 
    Rainbow Violet 
    born: 9/11/13

    All ALers welcome! 
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    amandachsamandachs member
    (((Hugs)))
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    CaroleeCarolee member
    Big (((HUGS))).  I'm sorry.  I hate things like that.
    Mom to Eliott Alexander, born sleeping at 37 weeks on 8/13/10. Most of us only dream of angels - I held one in my arms.
    BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
    BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
    Too beautiful for this earth
    BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
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    yuengling58yuengling58
    Thank you - you are all way too sweet. It was such a clusterfvck of emotions that hit me like a bus. 
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    lavrillavril member
    (((HUGS)))  I'm so sorry.

    PGAL/PAL welcome
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    Trying to start our family since 2010
    BFP #1 11.4.10, EDD 7.12.11, HB 12/9/10, MMC 12/27/10; 11w6d
    BFP #2 9.12.12, EDD 5.24.13, Baby Boy Born 5.15.13!!
    My Ovulation Chart
    3 Clomid (100mg) cycles + TI + Trigger = BFN's, Femara + Trigger + IUI#1 = BFN
    Femara + Trigger + IUI#2 = BFP!
    "Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable will." ~Gandhi
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