TTA sucks.
Shayliz
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I'm still TTA from my ectopic (doctor said to wait 6-8 weeks before trying again - which I will totally 100% follow) and seeing everyone getting to cycle, getting BFPs, etc is just getting to me. I was fine for the first month but now that it is getting to be January, I'm dying to try again. 
Originally, my husband and I discussed waiting until March to try again - but I don't think we'll make it much past the recommended 8 weeks.
I don't even have my first post D&C period anyway, so it's not like I could try if I wanted to or was cleared to - but I'm just antsy now. I think having to start over once again & the due dates pushing into September 2012 is getting to me, by the time I can get back on Clomid, I'll be looking at a November/December due date.. maybe even 2013.
Here is a sprinkle sandwich cookie if you made it through my whine.. Happy New Year!
Re: TTA sucks.
I can't imagine how hard that is. Our eight month treatment break for financials has been tough, but I at least had TI in the back of my mind for a "miracle". (Of course we're on the last cycle of the chance for a miracle so I know the chances are really really slim, but still.
I'm so sorry for your loss, and on top of that having to wait.
IUI#4 1/23/13 on 75iu x9 Follistim = BFP then chem preg m/c (Feb 2013)
IUI#5 BFN (April 2013)
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TTC Dec 2010 - DX MFI Aug 2011 - CD3/7DPO labs good - HSG all clear
IUI #1 1/13 = BFN
IUI #2 = BFN
IUI #3 + Clomid = BFN
IUI #4 + Clomid = BFFN
IUI #5 + Clomid = BFN
IUI #6 + Clomid = BFN
IVF coming soon
I really wanted a 2012 baby, but I'll settle for getting pregnant in 2012! Here's to hoping we both get our BFPs this year!
Lots of love and hugs! Hang in there girl, you are so close to being able to try again!
Chemical Pregnancy
Positive for HLA-B27, I'm a mutant
Testing - Me ok, gluten issue? DH - borderline count, low motility
4/28/11 IUI#1 = BFP!(5/25), EDD 2/2/12 - m/c 5w3d
7/3, 7/31, 9/25 - IUI#2-4=BFN
IVF#1 - 1 blast = BFP!! (12/30), EDD 9/9/12, confirmed c/p 4w2d
FET#1 3/2/12 - 2 blasts =BFP!! EDD 11/18/12, us#1 = twins! Confirmed m/c 5w6d
4/20-surprise BFP and another c/p 4w2d
FET#2 7/16/12 - 2 blasts = BFN
FET#3 8/20/12 - 1 blast - BFP!! Beta #1-2=177, 354
1st u/s 5w6d, one beautiful little HB
baby girl born 5/10/13
TTC#2 since 12/17/2014, Cycle 8
Repeat Testing...FSH=12, AMH=3.8, AFC=28.
IUI#5 5/10/15- c/p?
IVF#2 8/19/15 - cancelled due to cysts
IVF#2 take two 10/2015 - 5 blasts frozen
FET#4 12/11/2015 - BFN - 4 blasts remaining
FET#5 2/18/16 - BFP!!! Beta1-3, 126, 250, 745!!
Tons of love and ((hugs)) to my IF sister NMscubagirl
(((hugs)))
I'm so sorry for your loss, and the fact that you have to TTA.
I don't have experience with TTA, but I know how hard it is to be on a treatment break. We weren't "good enough" for any treatment except IVF, and we waited a while before starting. It's really hard to feel like you're just treading water waiting for life to happen, instead of at least pursuing what you want. I hope the next couple of months fly by!
Severe MFI. Me: supposedly all clear but eggs showed vacuoles.
IVF #1 January 2012, ER Jan 14th: 34R, 27M, 23F. Day 3: 18 embies still strong. Day 5: zero "good," one "fair," the rest "poor." Transferred 3. None made it to blast or to freeze. Jan 28: BFN.
Lucky IVF #2: Transferred two beautiful day three embies on St. Patrick's Day. BFP on HPT 7dp3dt. Beta 1 (14dpER)=106; Beta 2 (16dpER)=140; Beta 3 (19dpER)=264! First u/s 4.17.
Hope is the thing with feathers - that perches in the soul - and sings the tune without the words - and never stops - at all - (Emily Dickinson)
I completely understand hon. TTA stinks! We're cleared to start next cycle but I've been bleeding for 13 of the last 16 days... even on BCPs... I have a feeling once I tell my RE this he'll push us back again.
::HUGS:: and YHPM
IVF #1 with ICSI - ER 1/20 (16R, 12M, 10F), ET 1/23 (1-10 cell and 1-8cell transferred), BFP on 1/31 Beta #1 on 2/3 = 68, Beta #2 on 2/6 = 261 EDD 10/12/12