Late Term and Child Loss

What do you love about your angel?

Despite the grief I feel, I also have an insurmountable amount of love for my sweet Ethan. Although we were with him for an incredibly short time, he's changed my life in so many ways, it'll never be the same again. 

The one thing I loved about my angel was how he transformed his junk-food junkie Mommy into a health nut. I never thought that would happen. I also loved how he would start randomly moving inside, doing somersaults when I was walking! I would go from walking straight to walking crooked in 0 to 6 seconds and then be normal again. Kinda funny. 

What do you love about your angel?  

 

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  • I love so many things about Peyton, I love that he would always kick me when I asked him to, I love that I learned more about life from my son than anyone else in my life, I love how beautiful he is, I love that he gave his mom an easy pregnancy, I love that he has been with me every day since he left his body and he has given me little signs to show me that, I love that he has given me a sense of peace and confidence in future children.
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    Married the love of my life 7/11/09 - Our first baby, Peyton Mark, was born sleeping 10/25/11 at 33 weeks - Our second baby, BFP 2/4/12, welcome to the world Raylan! Holy Moly, BPF 2/4/14, please be safe and sound little one!

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  • I love that Haleigh made me a mommy. Although it rips my heart out that she is in heaven - I love that she is there with my Grandpa. Besides DH and I, I can't think of another person I would be so honored to have and hold her when we can't. 
  • I love the fact that Jack gave me 9 months of pure bliss. Having him inside of me was the happiest I have ever been in my life. I love him for beinging DH and I closer than we have ever been. As we prepared for him and then through the loss of him, DH and I became so much stronger as a couple. 
    TTC since November 2009. DH diagnosed with sperm antibodies. IUI #1 = BFN IUI #2 = BFN On the road to IVF.... Egg Retrieval Jan 21, 2011 16 eggs retrieved Egg transfer Jan 26, 2011 Only 2 viable eggs transferred. 1 IVF, 1 ICSI IVF #1 = BFP :-) 10/3/11 No heart beat at 38 weeks: Our baby Jack became an angel 12/14/11 = natural BFP Rainbow baby Samantha Jacklyn born8/8/12. Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
  • I love that baby Gary got my nose and everything else was his daddy's.  For some reason that little nose meant so much to me when I first saw him.  I love the chats I have with him in bed at night and how present he feels all the time. 
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  • I love how Logan would kick me every single time his daddy left the room!  Especially if we were "arguing."  It was if Logan was unhappy that we weren't together.  Whenever DH was around, Logan was quiet as a mouse all snuggled in.  I love the strength, courage, and passion he had and how much I learned from him in his short time with us.  He had this incredible energy around him that I could always feel...as if he was always ready or "knew" something that we didn't.  I love how much Logan looked just like his daddy....even his mannerisms, down to the little "twitches" he would do in his sleep...just like daddy.  I couldn't possibly list all the things I love about my Logan....a love like that just can't be measured.
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  • I love that she taught me what it was to really love someone unconditionally. 

    It didn't matter why she cried or what she did or how rotten she was being, I still loved, and still do, love her. 

    In the same respect through her death I realised that I love her daddy the same way.  Not even that even could seperate us.  I love him enough to cross the deapest pits of sorrow and it feels wonderful to know that we love each other enough to survive something like that.

    She taught me that my greatest ability it unconditional unending love, and I love her so much for that.

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  • I love so many things about sweet Ava!  I have a 20 min drive to work so in the morning I would sing along to the radio, this was our special time because she would start "dancing" in my belly to my horrible singing!  Another favorite thing, she would always push her sweet little tushy out on the right side of my belly.  I would rub and pat it :)  Now I catch myself doing that only to remember she isn't there anymore.
    Our sweet girl, born sleeping November 21, 2011 at 40w1d
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