After an uneventful doctor's visit on Wednesday 12/14, I woke up Friday 12/16 and knew something was going to go wrong. I woke with cramping and instead of calling out of work, I went anyway. At 0905, my water broke. Since I'm a RN, my co-workers rushed me to the ER. My job doesn't deliver babies anymore so I had an ambulance ride to the hospital we would deliver. Upon arrival, I had a transvaginal u/s where the *** of a doctor told us there was no fluid around our baby girl and he was "sorry". Despite what many felt was the "right" plan of action, my husband and I decided to fight for our baby as she still had a strong heartbeat and was moving. I laid on bedrest,on IV fluids, antibiotics, no food or clear liquids in Trendelenburg until Monday when I felt different. Not like I had to push, but just weird. Doctors didn't want to manually check me since I was at risk for infection so they went to get the speculum. Before they inserted it, they told us our baby girl Zo?'s foot was in my vagina. My husband and I are devastated. Zo? Renee Regina Barrier was born 12/19/2011 at 1:44pm 11inches, 14 ounces, with a strong heartbeat and we got to hold her and kiss her and tell her how much we loved her before she became our princess angel. She is my husband's first biological child. I have a 9 year old son who we had explain this all to. We are heartbroken. I feel broken. I just want the holidays to be over. I can't pretend to be so happy when we lost our daughter. I am soooooooooo sick of people telling us "you'll have another baby" She is not replaceable.