Late Term and Child Loss

Angel Mom's

A friend of ours sent this to us when she heard about our princess angel and I just wanted to share this with all of you amazing women. 

For Lil and Zoe......

"The Angel, Zoe"

From a far off cloud, you smiled down on me.
You looked at God and asked if it would be ok to choose me as your mom.
He tousled your hair, and smiled gently at you.

"Yes, Zoe", he said kindly "you may indeed choose your mother! but remember too that I have work for you to do here."

You looked at God questioningly, and then asked "What could I possibly have to do here that would warrant only a short time with my mom?"
Smiling again, God hugged you close.

"Zoe, there are some little angels that are just too perfect to leave on the earth! Those that I call home early are the ones who are too beautiful and perfect to lose their innocence. It is these little angels that make the Heavens shine so brightly for others on the earth. You see? It is these little angels whose inner beauty is a beacon for those who have known hardship."
You smiled, but asked quietly "What about my mom..what about the pain of my loss when that time comes?"

God hugged you close and said "yes, your mom will be very sad that you had to leave so soon, but she will be comforted knowing that it is you that kisses her hair when the wind blows. She will know joy when she sees a butterfly that has been painted by your little hand. She will not understand at first...but eventually, she will be able to feel your guidance through her life.

Then, when she herself begins the journey to Heaven, she will know pride upon seeing you...and knowing that her angel was so special that you were there to guide so many others home."

You smiled at this, and knew in your heart that it was so. You looked down on me again from the cloud, and called out to me...

"Mommy, I can only come to stay with you for a little while...but I will always be there even if you can not see me. I love you, and will always love you...it will be me that holds your hand when you cry for me...just concentrate and you will be able to feel my presence in your life!"

and with that, you kissed God, and jumped to earth.
He waved you off with a blown kiss, while calling after you...
"Have a safe journey, I will see you later!"

and now, here I am...and there you are, lighting up the Heavens. I have not reached a point yet to where I can come to grips with my loss...but I trust in you...I believe in you..and I know that you are still with me, my little child.

"Have a safe journey, I will see you later!" 

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Re: Angel Mom's

  • So I am sitting here bawling.. That was beautiful and amazing.  You have a very very special friend.
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  • She is awesome. She's an angel mom too. She lost her son Andy at 11 weeks. I can't read this without crying but it's such a beautiful poem I had to share it with all of you angel mom's.
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  • That was beautiful and sweet. What a great friend you have. Big hugs.
    TTC since November 2009. DH diagnosed with sperm antibodies. IUI #1 = BFN IUI #2 = BFN On the road to IVF.... Egg Retrieval Jan 21, 2011 16 eggs retrieved Egg transfer Jan 26, 2011 Only 2 viable eggs transferred. 1 IVF, 1 ICSI IVF #1 = BFP :-) 10/3/11 No heart beat at 38 weeks: Our baby Jack became an angel 12/14/11 = natural BFP Rainbow baby Samantha Jacklyn born8/8/12. Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
  • That was so sweet of your friend. Thank you for sharing.
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  • imagepottermommy:
    So I am sitting here bawling.. That was beautiful and amazing.  You have a very very special friend.

    This.  Thank you for sharing with us.

    Mom to Eliott Alexander, born sleeping at 37 weeks on 8/13/10. Most of us only dream of angels - I held one in my arms.
    BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
    BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
    Too beautiful for this earth
    BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
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